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fuck love. lovewasaLIE.

2009-11-23T21:43:00.002+08:00

i dunno why i fall so deeply. it has been damn long since i ever feel like tt. but it's a wrong choice, a wrong step made, a wrong decision, so many MANY DAMN FUCKING WRONG TINGS. i shouldnt have been soft-hearted, i shouldnt have give in so easily, so many tings i shouldnt have done. n yet i done it all. -'-

damn. i got lost of wad i wanna blog. 4get it.

bluey bluey bluey ~

2009-08-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

weekends are over so fast. ><" i haven have enough of it yet. dunno how come out of a sudden, i had the dread feeling to go to work. boohoohooo~ it aint a good sign. bad bad one. :(

i wan SE W995 ~~ :(

2009-07-26T21:24:00.003+08:00

been long once again. haas. recently lacking the momentum n spirit to update unlike the past. so yea. i will juz pop back once in a blue blue moon i guess. :D

recently life has been good. except tt sometings have been lost. nvm. all the best ba. ^^

have lots of works to be done recently. which keeps myself rather occupied n tired. but it is a good ting. ^^ will be spending more of my time working i guess. went back for OT ytd. yes. on a saturday. due to alot of unfinished billings n work. booo~ still got one stack have not been billed. n those tt i have billed. not even started with the attachment n mailing out n closing of the files n filing them inside the store room. gonna OT tmr nite again i guess. to finish billing n rest n attaching some of the billings. hopefully i will have some time to do bits of it during office hrs but i doubt so. cuz alot of shipments to do. boohooo~ but i enjoyed working. lots more tings for me to do n learn. :D going for course on aug 17 & 18, oct 7 & 8 i tink. if i nv rmb the dates wrongly. but yea. will be going on for 2 course to learn more tings. so tt i can have better prospect. :D

as for studies, maybe i will cont it again next yr? still tinking if i should take part time degree or full time. part time i will be more stress if projects n all piling up or wad, but i will have more money to use. if full time, i need to control myself n stop spending so much. rahh~ n i cant stop myself from spending. :( boohooo~ anyway i noe wad i will pursue in already. so yea. as for part time or full time, shall tink abt it next yr. now earn more moolah 1st. :D

& i wanna get SE W995 laaaaaaaaaaaaa. :( any kind soul willing to pay abit for me? lols. RAHH~

ahhh. i lost the mood to blog more again. so yea. tatax.

i need a ranting ground !

2009-07-12T23:57:00.001+08:00

ROARRRRRRR! juz feel like ranting out of a sudden. dunno how come suddenly i feel moody/unhappy again. *sighhhhhh*

fucking bored !

2009-06-21T20:09:00.002+08:00

i'm so so so damn bored. n tmr is monday. work again, monday blues again. thus not wanting to go out today. plus the weather today is so damn freaking hot. n it's driving me crazy. T_T

been nagged by tt miss chew chew to blog. lols. so here i m once again. hoping it ease a little bit of my boredom by typing craps here. hurhur~ lols.

time have been passing so fast. 1week+ more to my bday. not really looking forward to it though. somehow feeling tt something is missing or something. i dunno. it's juz a totally different n complicated feeling. i din even have my bday plan out properly. no chalet no nth. all because i tot i'm going to hong kong. ROAR !!~ sucky.

n recently i juz got to noe the true side of someone whom i once thought was so close, so nice, so dearly to me. but end up. it isn't like wad i have expected. perhaps everything tt i have known in the past was juz a mask hiding the true self away from me. n being deceive of everything tt has happen. idk. i dun wanna tink tis way. but wad else could i have tink? anyway everything has come to an end. given up hopes already. a very expensive lesson learnt. but wad else could i do or say? lols.

hope this week of work will be very busy as well. so tt time pass very fast. n i tink i will need to ot to finish billings as well. hope i could do everything so perfectly n smoothly. hope it will be a smooth week for me. either thurs or fri will be meeting qy n norman to hang out n chill as it has been long since i last meet up with them. ever since my last yr bday i tink. so many yrs of frenship n still counting on. den see fri n sat who will i be meeting n all. den on the 1st july, LJH celebrating my bday for me. den 3rd july might be meeting alex or adrian to slack n celebrate bday as well. den 4th july will be meeting daddies, bro n co. for my bday. it has been very very long since i meet them out. super loves n misses. hope it will be fun. <3

alright. i tink i crap alot but no idea wad i crap abt. shall go do some other tings already. tatax. will be back again when i feel like. :]

GIVE UP !

2009-05-09T19:14:00.002+08:00

I should just give up n move on. it's all lies. nobody gives a damn anyway.

bye peeps.

i hate my life now. :(

2009-05-05T20:17:00.002+08:00

hais. recently so many tings happen in life. maybe it's time to give up n let go. but could i? x.x~

hongkong trip has been cancelled. now i cant even get out of sg to cool myself n relaxed. life's pathetic isnt it?

heard mummy said uncle gonna send my cousin to boy's sch. like wth. he is onli pri 3. hais.

-gone-

(:

2009-03-29T01:48:00.000+08:00

UPDATED ! (:

hais ~

2009-03-14T14:29:00.002+08:00

i din wan tings to turn out like tt. i din wan tings to be like how it is now.

7th of march is the sweetest n the happiest. sighs ! :(

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2009-03-01T13:03:00.001+08:00

heyooo! miss me? tsk. =p

lots of tings happen recently. lots of silly tings done. dunno how to explain. hais.
just wanna be back to whom i used to be.

:]

hais T___T

2009-02-03T19:39:00.002+08:00

i cried the moment i came hm n entered my bed room. i couldnt control my tears from falling. too much feelings bottomed inside. nobody could understand. dun bother asking me wad happen. i wun say. onli tt person noe it the best yea. =]

funfo.

useless.

2009-01-24T18:56:00.002+08:00

back here again. =] life hasnt been really good for me. dun ask me why. it juz hasnt been good n it's onli the month of january in 2009 and life has been so sucky.

owell. but i noe there r ppl who r happy out there too. anthony, melvin n blah blah blah. tings got better for them without me. they r much more happier now, much more cheerful without me in it. hope life will gets better n better for them. glad for them. whereas life gets more n more worse for me.

boohooo~ i got no mood again. :( imy...

full of emotions.

2009-01-15T22:28:00.001+08:00

actually i've got tons to write. lots of tings to say. but when i login to here. i dunno how to pen it down anymore. 4get it. not gonna pen it down anymore. =]

BRAND NEW YEAR =]

2009-01-11T22:10:00.003+08:00

HELLOO~ it's a brand new year. HAPPY 2009!!~ hope 2009 goes well for all. :D

had my fair share of ups n downs for tis 2weeks of year 2009. but i hope all will goes well for me in the days/months to come. ^^

went out for shopping ytd with xl n cl. shop for new year clothes. heeex. i always love shopping. if onli i have much more money with me. den all would have been great. heex. i guess all the gals would tink the same too. hahas. shopping shopping shopping. lols. den dinner at nydc tgt with doris, zh & des as well. nice. hehes. n i'm too lazy to upload the photos. gal have already tagged it in my facebook. so see from there ba. hahas. xD looking out for new outings with them again. heeex. might be going for manicure session with xl on the 24/1. so yea. shall wait for her confirmation with me. =]

den later on in the nite. went over to cine to meet up with kaka, javier, serene. ahleong join us soon enuff. den they had their 2nd serving at long john. lols. den around 10+ amelia reached n we went to the mrt to fetch her. hahas. xD poor daddie had to carry a big bag n follow us walk around. lols. cuz he had to book back camp later for guard duty. slack around n waited for movie to start. the movie we watching was CHANGELIN. super boring luh. but kor keeps find the music seductive. dunno wad's so seductive in it oso. x.x den after movie, was feeling so so so damn cold. booo~ den head off to mac n waited for breakfast to start. hahas. xD den after tt slacked till abt 6 outside taka there. den take cab with daddie go fetch his camp mates. n then send me hm. heex.

reached hm around 620-625. slacked awhile, bathed n slp. woke up by mummy around 12plus. den went to eat. den start spring cleaning at abt 2. seriously spring cleaning sucks luh. so tiring. n i was like keep complaining n whining to wen long. LOL. ;x so yea. hehex.

oh yea. did i mention tt i went around calling n disturbing ppl in the nite when we are waiting to go hm? lols. i called adrian but they dun wan come down meet us. den i called nick, call dbd all nv pick up. den called roy. he was in dreamy state. lols. den called greg daddie. wo0tx. he pick up my call n called me back using his hp. heeex. I MISS HIM luh. stupid daddie. lols. i swear he is a really very nice daddie/fren to me. lols. though he always tend to bully me but in fact he really dote on me alot alot luh. WHEN ARE U COMING OUT TO MEET ME?? idiot. booo~ n i miss alot alot of ppl luh. but couldnt call them already cuz batt flat after i hang with daddie. lols. i miss so many many peeps n i wanna meet all of them. lols.

n time is passing so fast now. tmr gotta work again. sians~ hope the week passes by fast again n weekends will come soon again. cuz i'm going to dye my hair & probably shop againn as i have not finish getting all my stuff for cny. lols. den after tt the week after next gonna go dinner with amelia n group n probably ktv. :D hahas.

i'm loving peeps around me n the freedom i'm having. i seriously hates to report to anybody. okie. as in not report. like do this do tt. reach hm go out. wake up or wad oso muz sms n tell somebody. x.x~ if u wanna noe. u sms me i will reply n tell u luh. dun get pissed off with me if i nv auto go n sms u or call u or tell u or wad. cuz i dun have a habit of tt n tt isnt me. SO ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I M ALRIGHT. tsk. it doesnt matter anymore anyway. =]

those peeps who haven been meeting up with me. meet me up sooon okie? tsk tsk. heex. n i'm gonna head off to bed sooon. LONG WEEK AHEAD. :D

& to melvin. i've already updated. lols. meet up soon. :D

fcuk myself

2008-12-27T21:01:00.001+08:00

I HATE TO CARE. BUT I JUZ CANT STOP MYSELF FROM CARING ALL THE TIME. I HATE IT WHEN TOO MUCH FEELINGS WAS BEING PUT INTO IT TO MAKE SURE TT THE PERSON WILL BE OKIE WILL BE ALRIGHT. DEN END UP WAD I GET WAS SHIT.

DID I EVEN MEAN TT IN THE 1ST PLACE? FCUK LUH.

& I DUN EVER WANNA BE SOFT HEARTED AGAIN.

no more tears anymore.

ciaox.

()#)(_)@#)@(#@!%*@!

2008-12-27T20:37:00.002+08:00

f f f. wad fault is it of mine tt u got into pek chek mood huh? SINCE WHEN HAVE I WANNA LET U GET PEK CHEK? F LUH. say me till like tt. SONG LIAO? if i get u into pek chek mood i will feel song. i wun even do anything or accompany u on phone whenever u call me or wad.

)_*@#()#&*(@^#(!@(!)_(@_!)(@)!*#(!^$*(@^$@(#*@)#

FCUK LUH.

MERRY XMAS!!~ ♥

2008-12-24T06:44:00.002+08:00

santa claus is coming to town~ lols. it's xmas once again. n i'm up early today. idk why too. haha. gonna be a half day work today. yippeee~ but the tots that i still have lots of stuff left incomplete makes me dread it the next week. lols. n i'm on leave on monday ya noe. so i will have like lesser time. lols. so yea. back to office on sat. >;[

i've bought presents for all. but i scare my presents were not good enuff eh? as i really dunno wad to buy. n is all kind of last min ting. x( *sighs* n i scare i buy not enuff? though there is enuff for my dept ppl la. rofl. idk luh. not use to giving out presents in company. lols.

not sure going where later. i'm lazy. hahas. gonna go prep n go for work soon. tsk.

to the idiotic, too free, too eng de ginky aka jason.
dun tink abt it already. if it's meant to be it will be. else no point making urself so upset rite? although i noe it's easier said than done. cuz i'm not the one experiencing it. but u gotta try aite? dun give up. i will stand by u. :] juz a phone call or an sms away. though i might not physically be there. but mentally i will be la. hahahahaha.

ciaoz.

100th! :D

2008-12-06T19:30:00.001+08:00

boooooooooo! i'm so god damn bored at hm tonite. :( & out of a sudden i'm like craving for alot alot of fooooood. hahaha. steamboat, bak kut teh, stingray, blah blah blah~ *slurps* hahax. =p

it's gonna be an eventful month for this month. many birthdays, many holidays, many events. hohoho~ merry christmas. =p lalala~ so far, my next few weeks of weekends is like packed. kbox, dim sum with colleagues, wedding lunch, meeting girlies n blah blah blah~ lols. btw doris sweetie. when is the day tt we are having bbq at ur house?? update me again aite. heeex.

time is like passing so fast. 1 week of dec is like going to be gone soon. left 3 more weeks den goodbye to 2008. n welcoming 2009. hope 2009 will be a good year though. cuz 2008 is simply not very nicee. lost kins n many tings happening. i juz wan my new year to be a pleasant one. grant me my wish will u santa? i'll be good. :D

& tis month is going to be a broke month for me. still have yet to get gifts for colleagues, my gals n some close peeps. booo~ n cny is next month. still have yet to buy my new clothes for new year. dye n reborn my hair. n my new hp!! BOOO! seeing this. how can i not be broke? lols. many stuff to get. ><" who wanna go cut hair n dye hair with me?? lols. =p

ahhh. tis post is getting random. booooo! shall stop here. goodbyee to all.

99th post! :D

2008-11-02T16:48:00.002+08:00

i'm backkk!!! lols. n tis is my 99th post already. lols. imagine me tis lazy ass who doesnt blog as often is already reaching the 99th post. weeee~ lols. okiee. abit mad. :x so well. i have been a couch potato for many weeks already. hahas. so tis week shall be the last week tt i'm gonna be a couch potato. as there will be many tings to do next week. weeee~ :D

i have been backed into audi recently. which is like sat?? after i get the new patch done as all the old songs are coming back which means more fun eh. hahas. but my time in audi oso not long one. juz a few hrs n i'm bored. den i will be out to rot n stuff again. hahas. not a bad ting oso i guess. cuz too much gaming is not good for health too. xD

so yea. gonna be back again to work tmr. n i'm gonna be so so so busy i guess. weixin will be on leave from mon-thurs as she is away on holiday at langawi (is tt how u spell it?) :x with peifen. lols. so yea. hopefully all the W customers wun be tt difficult to handle on tis week. n hope everything goes smoothly till her return. enjoy ur holidays u both. xD den after tt the next week mark will be on leave to go taiwan. lols. but i not sure he on leave how many days leh. hahas. xD so yea. i oso wanna go holiday. but no money. ROARR! gals gals. when are we having our bangkok trip?? i wanna shop till i drop. ROFL. plan plan~ :D

i'm oso gonna save money for alot of tings. gonna get new phone is dec. wanna rebond my hair n dye my hair as well. tink gonna cost a big bomb to my wallet. lols. but i so wanted to get a new phone la. N85~ weee. bro gonna get N96 i tink. hahas. idiot ass. rofl.

so i've already updated already elaine. :DD lols. n stay tune to my 100th post which i dunno when it will come. but that shall be a very very long post i guess cuz it's the 100th. so wait till i have the moood to blog which might take quite long. lols.

HEYO! MISS ME?

2008-10-24T04:34:00.002+08:00

yep yep. i'm back after constant naggings. lols. but seriously i m way too lazy to update my blog recently. hahas. so yep. perhaps leaving it to rot till i got the feel to blog again or closing it down till i feel like blogging again?? =X

okiee. i m here at tis super duper weird hours. i dunno why i will wake up around such hrs too la. without fail. so yea. after blogging here i shall try to get back to slp. :] n m super happy ohh. later work one more day den 3 days to rest. teeheee~ super super love it when i can get to slack my ass out at hm. hahas. xD

oh well~ wad happen during the days when i wasnt blogging eh?? nth much actually. pretty mundane life but i'm not complaining. cuz i used to go out very very often in the past n now i m staying at hm very very often. lols. to make up for the time lost for not being at hm?? lols. i dunno. but i m enjoying it la. though i get bored at times. hahas. xD den went to uncle's funeral so din manage to join my gals for the picnic. now my lil bro so ke lian. but i will try take care of him yea. :] dote on him the most too. dunno why. hahas. xD den went out shopping with mummy i tink. but nth caught my eyes so din bought anything too. plus was abit tight for cash already. oh yea oh yea. one ting to be happy abt. PAYDAY IS COMINGGGGGGGG! lols. but still gonna save up on it cuz i spend way too much last month already. boohoooo~ n i'm saving up to buy a new cell. who wanna sponsor me?? lols. =X

any upcoming events for me?? i oso not sure lehh. onli noe will be pretty bz on the 8th of nov. as there are a few bday celebration on tt day. joyce jiejie's baby gal de 1yr old bday. chalet on tt day might be going down early to help her decorate the place n stuff. so yeaaaa. dunno stay till wad time. den after tt at night going down rach de bday. might ton over there or might not?? i'm not sure depending on who is there ba. venue at amk. kinda far i tink. from ecp to amk. lols. n lastly not sure if the gals r celebrating both bfs (xl & sya) bday on tt day anot. if yes, den is 3celebrations in a day lor. hahas. i'm going so brokeeeeeee. rofl. den other den tt, i'm not so sureeeee already. cuz is still pretty early to judge for the month of oct. hahas. xD

so yeaaaa. i blog till pretty advance already. n wun be back blogging for quite some time i guess. hahas. so yeaaa. till thennnnnnnnnnnn! xD

DBD = to ??

2008-10-02T21:27:00.002+08:00

hahaha. juz hang up on the phone with dodo bird. :D lols. n i suddenly tot of something to replace dabendan aka dbd. n he dun wanna hear wad i come out with. neither does he allow me to tag it in his blog cuz he will delete it off. but nvm. i shall be smart n blog it here. cuz i noe he will be reading my blog n the main ting is. HE CANT DELETE IT. hahaha~ so now i shall reveal wad it is. ;X haha. dbd aka dodo bird dumbo. :DD juz nice got his dodo bird nick inside. hohoho~ LOL.
hehehe. okie. i m abit bo liao. lols. but it's my blog ma. :DD

okie. abit mad now. cuz i feel kind of shag. so yea. :D juz read syakiki's blog n tt woman finally get her driving license. gratx gal. but damn you. no share with me tis good news of urs till i found out abt it myself. boohooo~ i miss you la. see ya on the 12th. :D

n i so wanna go watch movies laaaaa. lols. i wanna watch the house bunny, eagle eyes, painted skin n blah blah blah blahhh. dodo bird spend money n watch it with me lehh. i dun wanna treat ya. LOL. xD but indeed weekends watch movies is super ex. but i've got no time on weekdays too either. T_________T boohooo~

alright. my entry getting no where n i m blogging randomly. so yea. off i go.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

2008-10-01T21:57:00.002+08:00

1 day of holiday is over so fast! boohooo~ but should be glad tt there is a holiday already. isnt it? lols. xD gonna work 2 more days den weekends will be here again. :D

idk why i woke up tis morning to find myself in tears. but anyway i forgotten wad i dreamt of oso. so yea. heck la. :D juz hope wadeva it is suppose to be wun come true~

din go anywhere today at all. suppose to meet piggy for movies or slacking. but he slept till 6plus den wake up. den suppose to meet melvin for dinner. but by the time he end work n reach bedok will be around 7plus 8 which i tink will be too late. cuz there is work tmr. so yea. din went anywhere today at all~ dbd asked me to find them at sentosa or meet them for dinner i oso din go. can see how lazy i m getting recently. hahas. xP

so plans for sat. either meeting piggy or dbd to go out. preferably moviess? i miss watching movies. been ages since i caught any. boohooo~ so movies anyone?? ><

for now shall be back to slacking myself den off to bed.

tatax.

happy bird days :D

2008-09-26T22:52:00.002+08:00

happy bird days to many ppl. lols. 1stly happy belated bday to nick honey, zhenwei bro n brandon kor. hahas. i onli rmb to msg them happy bird day today. ;x den honey n bro was like so late den wish me. booo~ ps la. i too bz till i 4get to sms u all ma. hahas. anyway u all not so petty de rite?? so happy belated bird day. :D

& tmr will be miao's bday, jessica's wedding day n kor's 21st bday celebration. gratx, best wishes and congratulation~ LOL. hope everyone will be happy tmr. since so many occasion n celebrations. hoho~ :D *winks*

pretty hectic n bz tis weeks. like no time at all. lols. n i have yet to finish watching the episodes of my show too. n it's onli like one episode for each drama per week. yet i still din manage to finish watching them. lols. so yea. gonna watch them all tmr b4 the new episode come out again tis week. teeheee~ ;D n tmr gonna be a bz nite for me too. hahas. wedding dinner n kor's bday. shag~ lols. den sunday oso wedding dinner. den monday back to work again. but lucky wed is a public holiday. means can rest. so still not tt jia lat. if not sure uber shagggg. ):

n tt dodo bird dbd is a big meanie today. i was whining n complaining abt how tired i was n i wanna go hm n slp. den he qi gek me by saying he can go off by 10am. boohooo~ see how idiot he is. >;[ stupid dodo bird u. -bites- xD

& to the someone. sorrie for giving u a negative ans today. it's not tt there wasnt any feeling anymore. it wasnt tt i 4gotten the sweet memories tt we once shared. it wasnt tt i have gotten someone new or wadsoeva. all this aint true at all. but i juz dk why i got tired of being in a relationship. i juz feel tt i needed a long break from all this. i feel carefree n easier now. n i'm loving the kind of life tt i have now. i dun have to particularly put my attention on a certain someone n all. though i still tot of us at times, though u r still running around in my mind at times. but yea. i juz dun wanna put my focus in a relationship for now. i wanna try my best n work hard. to earn enuff money so tt i could continue with my studies again. n yea. tt's my aim for now. i'm sorrie yea. pls dun start tinking negatively n all. >< cuz i m still the same me. juz tt now i'm working hard for my future. tt's all. perhaps till then, maybe we could have a better future ahead. so yea. till then which idk when. sorrie.

weekends r over again. ):

2008-09-21T21:34:00.002+08:00

it's gonna be monday again. boohoohooo~ can time juz freeze rite now?? lols. i haven have enuff of weekends yet. booo~ but owell. i noe it's not possible. lols.

have been resting myself at hm for tis weekends due to my teeth. hahas. n i found out wad is causing the pain already. it's something to do with hitting the nerve or something which is causing the immense pain. so yea. got it resolve n perhaps will put braces few yrs down the road to close up the gap. :D shall see how yea. xP n thx to all those who cares for me extremely much n told me to get tis pain off me soon la. :D thx to dbd, melvin, aaron n all. :D

n i'm suppose to meet melvin for breakfast today but i slept till too late den wake up luh. so ps. will make up for it soon. :D & i m missing a hell lots of ppl out there as too long nv see them already. norman, qy, amanda, joyce, my gals, bros and all. hoho~

n next week is gonna be a bz week i suppose? sat nite got jessica's wedding den brandon kor juz msg me n told me tt his 21st bday celebration is on tt day till late nite as well. booo. lucky miao's bday celebration cancel to oct le. if not 3 tings in a day leh. how to go? lols. den sunday will be cousin's wedding again. lalala~ shall see how yea. i wanna meet up with all of them. lols. n i miss my damn idiotic cousin. booo~ ;D

shall head off to rest soon as a busy week is gonna come once again.

loves. ;D

fcuk the pain!

2008-09-20T04:02:00.002+08:00

the time now is 405am. n i'm awakeeeeeee. D; not tt i dun wanna slp. i slp already but the pain woke me up from my sleep. ): idk why the teeth super pain today la. it's getting unbearable bodoh. & idk where the pain is coming from. x.x like tis teeth pain den no leh. tot is another teeth den oso no leh. roar. or maybe it's wisdom tooth? i have no idea. but i dislike tis effing pain. usually the pain wun be so unbearable n wun last so long de leh. but today dunno why. ROARRR. i've been nagged by dbd n aaron to go to the dental. booo~ shall see how tmr aite? >< cuz i super hate doctors n dentists. hahaha. ;x

have been OT-ing for the past 3 days due to the tight closing. booo~ tues till 8+, wed till 9 n fri till 7. hoho~ but managed to do all the reserves la. hopefully i did them right. :D BUT i have yet to finish the billing. boooo~ so many tings to do. ): n with tis effing pain i have got no mood to work. T.T

& the pain starts to get unbearable once again. n i tink i have no choice but to pay the dentist a visit. hope nth bad will happen. >< n the pain will be gone for good SOOOOOOON. ): gonna go take ice cubes to numb the pain once again.

tatax

let time slow down ><

2008-09-13T23:34:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder if i m hallucinating or is the time passing way too fast? it's gonna be soon tt korkor is gonna leave once again n i have no idea when he will be coming back either. so u stupid ass. better meet me soon b4 u r gonna be gone for very very long. -bites-

one day of weekend juz gone n past juz like tt. booo~ i dun seems to have enough rest at all. boohooo~ went to meet gfs at vivo after work ytd. had dinner at breeks den went to the open space there to slack n chat at the same time eating the yummilicious cake. hahas. ;D fun n nice slacking around with them luh. even though i m so so tired. loves my girls tons. ;D planning for a trip to bangkok but not sure when luh. hope it wun be like the other time plan plan plan le den everyone back out last min uh. let's go have fun okie? hahas. :D

den today is jennifer's bday. happy bday gal. :D & soon it will be leong daddie's n val darlinq's bday. happy bday loves. though i aint there for val's celebration but wishing all the best for her luh. n hope she will enjoy herself. many loves to darlinq. :D

& i din went to work today. still got many many billings left for me to do. zomq. -faint- hope i will be able to finish them soon. n i dread monday to come so much. i needed more n more rest~ >< so yep. pretty slack my ass around for the entire day till at nite went out with mummy n spend ALOT. booo~ going broke. n mummy was like asking me. how come tis past few weeks i din go out much at all. is it tt i m too tired from work n stuff till i feel damn lazy to go out? hahas. indeed she noe me well. hahas. much loves to mummy la. :D

shall go slack awhile more den head off to my cosy bed already. ciaos. :D

HURTS T.T

2008-09-11T22:32:00.003+08:00

the left side of my mouth/jaws hurts for god knows why. damn it man. ><" i can feel tt it's abit swollen. mummy say looks a little teeny weeny bit swollen too. boohooo! daddie say it might be due to tt weather is not good recently. n i might be feeling heaty (fa re) tt's why will like tt. n he bought sucky water for me to drink saying tt it will help. but i doubt i will drink it. ;x lolol. but i sure do wan the pain to go away la. idiot ass. boooo~

hopefully it wun hurts tmr. as i m gonna meet my gals for dinner tmr. dunno wad they gonna eat though. booo~ but too bad syakila wun be coming. stupid woman. lols. ;x haha. hope u will have a nice time in sch eh. fulfilling ur dreams. i sure do know tt u can do it. work hard. ;D

my eyes is closing soon i guess. so i shall head off to bed. ;D

nitex peeps. <3

wad should i do?

2008-09-10T06:55:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHH. my chest feels heavy out of a sudden. like one big rock juz falls on it suffocating me n making it hard for me to breathe. idk why. >< i cant get rid of the feeling n feels like vomiting. but the heavy rock is still there. perhaps i'm gonna fall sick soon? idk. T.T

or perhaps i need a long long break. maybe work is tiring me out. making me feel so shag so shag. but at the same time it is wad kept me feeling occupied n all. though i yearn for weekends to have a gd rest. but it always doesnt seems to be enuff. >.<

anyway. i m thankful for those who care n stood by me. =] many loves.

alright. shall get off from blogger n go prep for work already. hope the vomiting feeling goes off soon. else i would have a hard day at work tgt. gone for now.

ciaoz.

freaking fast T.T

2008-09-07T19:23:00.003+08:00

omqomqomq. 2days of weekends like past by so freaking hell fast even though i did nth at all. time still pass by SO SO fast. -faint- i hate it when weekends goes off in a flash n weekdays are slow like nth. x.x~ okie. not really slow la. time still passes quite fast n i dun have enough time to finish my work. yet is like 5days work n 2days rest. which makes me tink tt weekdays are frigging long n weekends are frigging short. >< but cant complain eh. compare to those who have to work for long hrs n oso maybe sun gotta work too. ;x so yea. haha. but i still cant help whining. ;x

hope work will be a bliss for me this coming weeks n no more mistakes make. i hate making mistakes but i m always so forgetful. RAWRR! wanna bite myself man. booo! gonna meet girlfriends on friday nite again to celebrate ml's bday. hope it will be fun yea? going all the way till vivo. booo~ it's gonna make me feel so so tired. but for my girlfriends. worth it eh? lols. ;D so cya all soon. except for syakiki which wun be coming. -bites-

continuing from my post after dinner. hahas. was whining to mummy tt time passes so fast. roar. even she agree with me too. hahas. did nth ytd at all except for slacking around n stuff. den went out for dinner when mummy come back from work tgt with bro. den walked around at tm after dinner. bought skirt n slippers from OP. supposedly to buy watch too. but cant decide which to buy. so end up din bought any. n the day ends. boohooo~ den today oso. juz slack around doing chores with mummy. help daddie to dye his hair. den the day jiu over liao. ROAR! weekends is passing way too fast. booo!

& i m in love with the iphone tt cousin have. hahas. stupid him. let me see until his iphone. though he already own tt like 1yr ago as he bought it in us. cuz he is staying over at there. gonna explore n play with his iphone soon when i meet up with him. n probably consider saving up n get one juz for myself. though some said it might not be tt good? but i m a sucker for such stuff. hahas. shall see how yea? ;D

juz few more hrs n i'm off to bed n the dreadful week starts. -faint-

shag yo ><

2008-09-04T21:24:00.002+08:00

feeling uber uber shag. lots of tings to do over at office. boohooo~ but i'm glad n happy tt weekends is coming soon n at the same time panicking n worrying tt i cannot complete my work on time. tsk tsk. contradicting myself all the time. booo~

life has been really shag tis few days ever since i went back to the office after my 2days leave. like so many tings to do can?? ytd i went back office onli manage to clear ytd's shipment leh n abit of todays one. imagine like how many i have to do till i have to spend the whole day doing it. hahas. den today manage to complete all the shpt for today n tmr one, except for one which i have not yet done. ;x but still alright la. vessel delay. hoho~ den tmr gotta complete up the rest n perhaps start on next week's shpt so tt i wun be so shag next week? n oso i have yet to do my cost control n billing yet. n closing is on 19 sep. shag shag~ tot of going back on sat but i have got no pass leh. how to go in?? damn shit. hais. shall see how. x.x

probably not going to go out tmr nitee. gonna do OT or come hm n rest. shall see how. teeheee. den sat not sure going where. den sun oso not sure leh. idiot korkor. when r u meeting me?? pls fix a day pls. u ass. ;x hahaha. if not probably will be out with mummy or go up ur house. hoho~ lols. ;D

i wanna go off n have a rest already. so peace. ;D

happyy ;D

2008-09-02T10:57:00.002+08:00

yippeee~ i'm back i'm back i'm back! hahas. i finally see my beloved korkor ytd niteeee. lols. grown abit fatter though. but i cannot see it. probably due to the coat tt he is wearing? ;x lols. time to keep fit man. hahaha~ n he promised to make sushi for me to eat. woohoooo~ then next week we are going out~ yay. lols. den my bro tt is wedded ytd have no time to talk to me. hopefully next week he will come if not ta jiu si ding le. LOL.

been enjoying n slacking myself tis few days. n today will be the last day of my off day le. time like pass so fast when i m on leave. tmr will be back to work again. sigh. shag shag shag~ but 3 days den weekends will arrive again.

probably going to celebrate ml's bday tis fri but will be at vivo leh. like abit shag to go over. haha. like so far. lols. but will be going la. see how alright. hahas. wanna go meet my gals. happy happy. ;D

so shall see how yea. hahas. ;D

TEETH PAINNN D;

2008-08-27T22:12:00.002+08:00

roar! i hate it when my teeth hurts. boohoo~ but at least it doesnt hurt now already. hurhurhur~ work has been pretty busy. shall clear off all my stuff so tt my colleague wun be tt busy during my off days next week. hohoho~ will be going back work on sat to learn billing as i have tons of billings piling up yet to be completed. wuwuwu~ so yea.

been spending alot recently. bought one top, one flats n one watch on my shopping trip with syakiki n xl on monday. my sprees items have arrive too. juz waiting for them to post it over to my house. hoho~ new clothes new clothes is so much loveeee. teeheeee~ muz start to control my spendings already. else will go ki siao. lols. ;D

gonna meet my gals for steamboat tis friday. den sat back to office to work n after tt dunno do wad. den sun probably go over to my cousin's house or meet melvin for awhile. maybe meeting him eh. cuz i wanna get my cam. so tt i can snap snap snap at the wedding. hoho~ lols. shall see how n plan. ;D den monday would be the wedding already. SO FAST SO FAST. my stupid ka cheng korkor, are u excited over ur wedding tt is coming soooooooon?? LOL. ;D really hope he would have a blissful marriage. teeheeee~

alrighty. gonna go off to bed already. shall post till then. lalala~ much loves. ;D

noooooooooooo!

2008-08-24T20:05:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHH! the day is going to be over soon. gonna go work again. sian sian sian.! i'm sick of work. boohooo~

*GONE*

kuku THUNDER so LOUD >.<

2008-08-24T14:30:00.002+08:00

juz back hm from breakfast. hoho~ n it's raining right now. how can i resist the temptation of my bed in such gd weather leh?? lols. but yea. shall blog 1st. hoho~

weekends seems to pass by so so fast. already half day gone for sunday. another half day more to go den jiu need to go back work already. why weekends seems to pass by so fast? boohooo! but gonna meet my gals tmr. hope the weather would be nice n not rain. so yea. bless us. hahas.

awaiting for payday to arrive soon. have yet to buy present for my cousin's wedding. but once payday arrive i would be broke soon enough. already counted tt half of my pay would be gone juz tt fast. ROAR! why money so hard to come in but so easily gone one?? sob sob. so shall save some money n spend my days slacking at hm. hoho~

shall surrender to my tempting bed soon. hahas. ciaoz.

THE BAD BAD GIRL D:

2008-08-18T20:23:00.002+08:00

din went out to find my watch ytd as it was raining kinda heavily. nv did i noe tt someone bought movie tickets already n when i mention tt i wanna cancel the meeting he din even tell me abt it. which results in the lost of the 21 bucks to GV. n tt isnt the 1st time tt i have told him to tell me abt it if he have already did something n i last min cancel the meeting. but yet. still nth was being told. till i juz find out abt it. blah. 4get abt it. i would pay up the $21 since tis isnt the 1st time already. sorrie abt it.

work was pretty busy recently. tot of doing OT today but didnt. if i dun manage to finish up wad i m suppose to do. perhaps i would consider working OT on thurs. since fri i m going for the department dinner. den the same for next week. cuz i m going to apply leave on 1 n 2 sep due to cousin's wedding. so gonna finish all the tings tt i m suppose to do. so when new shpt is being passed down. they dun have tt much to do.

gonna keep myself very very busy from now on. din wanna save time for anything already. i dun wanna be deem as the bad girl anymore. juz let it be for the first n last time. n i seriously hate ppl who love to comment yet dun wanna reveal their identity. n i'm sorrie for wadeva i have done. till the day comes ba. =]

& lastly happy bday to ml & jason. sorrie tt i din attend both of ur chalet. cuz there's department dinner on fri. n as for jason, cuz idk whose going so end up i din go. but nv did i noe dbd was there till last nite. hahas. but owell. hope u guys will enjoy ur bday. best wishes to both of u. =]

SHOPPINGGGGGGG :DDDD

2008-08-17T11:13:00.002+08:00

woohooo~ shopping is so so so much fun. hahas. ytd went shopping with xl bf & cl. we walked from far east all the way till bugis. but bugis was juz a stop for me to find my watch but couldnt find it. so din really shop at there. roflmao. see how far we walk. leg damn pain siol. ;x but it was fun luh. long time nv walked for a long already. xP & all of us bought something. not like last time where onli a few will buy something den the rest nv buy. but ytd all 3 of us bought something. i bought a top & a slipper, bf bought a bag n a top & cl bought a shoe n 2 bottoms. hehehe~ really love shopping with my gals. hoho~ n another one is coming soon. xP & we are arranging to go eat steamboat n chicken rice. lolols. :D

& siti nursyakila masli. pls decide on the venue tt we are going for our upcoming shopping trip. ;D

gonna go out in search of my watch later. teeheee. so off i go. ;DD

back from dinner ;D

2008-08-11T22:08:00.002+08:00

woohooo~ finally met up with my gals for dinner. like so long ago since we last met up for dinner. though there is like onli me, cl n xl. cuz doris couldnt make it last min as her sis was going back to the hostel. but it's okie. there's still gonna be many many more. cuz juz now over dinner we keep say here de tings nice, there de tings nice. den like list out alot alot of places like tt. hahas. so yea. another one will be soon again i guess. n we are gonna have steamboat soon. but dunno where de nice leh. boohooo~ anyone got any place to intro for nice steamboat?? tell me okieeee? hahas. xP

den most prob going out shopping with them on sat. den another one somewhere end of the month with syakiki. hoho~ i miss shopping with them n going to school together with them. hahas. xP

& i m going to go settle my tings soon den off to bed i go. there's still work tmr. n my colleague got another 2 days mc due to her wisdom tooth. she go pluck out her wisdom tooth today. hope all is fine for her. =]

so tatax.

tooth acheeeeeeee ]:

2008-08-10T22:02:00.003+08:00

boohooo~ my tooth is aching. ): but still. i had my yummilicious crabbie dinner. hehex. :D & i m meeting my gals for stingray tmr. woohooo~ loves to bits n pieces. & i m growing fatter n fatter. zomq zomq zomq. i seriously need to cut down on my food intake n do more exercise. diet diet diet. >;[

my department gonna have dinner at airport there on the 22nd. & ml's chalet is on the 22nd tooo. it juz clashes together. >< boohooo~ but i tink i will be attending the dinner my department is having. so sorrie yea ml. enjoy urself aite? heex. we will meet up soon. =] gonna save money for tt dinner. hahas. kinda ex. but i hope the food will be nicee. ;D i love eating nice food. lolol. ;D

& 2 cousin's wedding on the month of sept. kinda looking forward to the 1st one. which is on 1sep. cuz i m more closer to tt bro of minee. my beloveedd korkor. :DD he is gonna be so dead on tt day. i'm gonna sabo him like siaoooo. hahaha. xP & my another beloveedd korkor which is his big bro is coming back for his wedding. woohooo~ i miss him tons luh. heard tt he has grown fatter. lols. my fatty piggy korkor. ;D gonna have fun with them on tt day. hahas. ;DD they r so much lovee luh. xD & another cousin on is oso on sep. but not sure which day. ;x tink i gonna apply for leave too la. hahas. sep is my leave applying month. hohoho~ lols. xP

& it's late already. gonna head off to bed. teeheee & tata. ;D

i lovee my bros ;D

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GUANQING PUSHPOP, BERLALA BERNARDINE & DEEP! :D

lazy bum!

2008-08-09T18:38:00.002+08:00

i m such a lazy bum for today. idk why too. boohooo! i dun feel like doing anything except nua-ing. i even feel lazy replying smses. hence, no smses was replied today. except for a few. den i m too lazy to continue on already. n now i m too lazy to cont blogging. shall go cont with my diablo already.

tatax.

WOLS~

2008-08-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

time seems to be passing by very slowly tis week. i expect today to be at least a wednesday or thurs. but its onli tues. n i have nth much to do for tis week. practically slacking my ass off. ;x hahas. den the time pass so so slow. till i'm bored to death. help n save me from my boredom pls. boohooo~

i wanna go watch the fireworks tis sat leh. who wanna go with me?? teeheee~ fireworks fireworks. i love watching fireworks so so much. n i miss putting fireworks at kukup. hahas. such a nice experience. hopefully i can catch the fireworks tis sat. :D

waiting for weekends to arrive. i always look forward to weekends. hehe. n waiting for sep to arrive too. cuz by then it will be my beloved korkor's wedding date~ yippeee. so happy for him. hahax. :D

shall go off to bed already. update again soon. l0ves.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDIE <3

2008-08-04T21:33:00.003+08:00

it's daddie's bday today. happy bday to my beloved daddie. :DD love u tons n many. hahas. xP supposed to bring him out to eat today de. but he dun wanna go out eat. he tink i m wasting my money by spending it on his bday. baka him. lucky we still bought ice cream cake b4 hand. else really no celebration le leh. ): n i paid for the dinner tt we are having though it's not something tt i wanna treat him. but den juz respect his choice lor. =]

seriously i have many to update on the bloggie but i m juz plain tired n lazy. have yet to finish the post abt my bdays n oso the kukup trip tt i juz went. tons of photos for the kukup trip. but i m juz super lazy to upload it to the com n to photobucket or wadeva. hahas. so juz wait luh.

n lots of tings happen recently. maybe i should juz take a break. & catch up with the many many shows tt i have yet to watch. got lots of episodes to chase. hehe. so till then. =]

FINALLYYYY~ ;DD

2008-07-21T22:22:00.002+08:00

i m here for updates again b4 i went to bed. suddenly got the urge to update n i dunno why. hahas. xP & yea. finally i went to see doctor for my super uber duper dry lips. the doctor told me is due to some allergy. n i dunno wad i m allergy to. lols. in fact i dunno if i had any allergy anot. ;x lols. so yep. she gave me some pills for allergy n oso cream to apply to the dry area. hope it will be okie soon. ;D n oso went to see the doctor for my headaches as well. somehow but i dunno why she linked it to my gastric. lols. which i nv had b4 except for tt once when i was having my major project. ever since tt time i dun have any cases of gastric already. n i not sure if i was really having gastric at tt time or the doctor noob anyhow say as i tell him my stomach pain. ;x lolol. hahas. so yea. hope nth is wrong ba.

anyway got one day mc for tmr somehow. still deciding if i should go to work or stay at hm. but i will still be resting early in case if i feel well tmr n wanna go work instead of slacking around at hm with no money. lolol. so yea. :D

& hope my dear bf cxl has feel better over the days already. no matter wad i m here okie? juz a phone call or an sms away. i will reply ya. no doubts on tt aite. love you n dun tink so much. =]

as for dyjw. i dunno wad happen tt causes u to do such foolish tings but i hope u will tink through over it n not make the wrong choice again. dunno if u will ever come across my blog to read tis post anot. i juz hope u wun regret again with the choice tt u have made. tt's the onli ting i could hope for in u as a fren. take care ba. =]

so for now. i can go n snuggle in my comfy bed already. next updates will probably be around weekends i guess. so till then. tatax. :D

more than a WEEK ;D

2008-07-14T20:57:00.002+08:00

it has been more den a week since i last blog. lolols. now i m so so so lazy to blog. hahas. but still, once in a while i will be back la. to jot down little little tings. :D hehe. was very busy for the past 1 week plus. work n all. but i m happy luh. at least my time was fully occupied n not like the past when most of the time i have was spend idling away. hehe. though sometimes i still wanna have time to idle away. contradicting huh? lols. xP but tt's me. lalala~

finally ended my contract with the agency on last fri. but then i m still continuing working as a perm staff in schenker. :D but den i still dunno whether i m confirm anot leh. tt kuku HR ppl still haven come find me yet. but judging on the tings tt my manager is teaching me n wanting me to do. i tink i m being accepted la. hahas. :D n oso it helps in reducing the cost of my hp bills. being so busy at work, i dun have alot of time to sms. n oso tt hubby is oso busy working. so my smses cut down by alot. though i still do sms alot. but i save around 20plus tis month on my bills. it's 50plus tis months. hope it will always stays tis way or even lesser. hahas. xP

was super busy today doing the shipments n stuff. as i m still learning. so i do slower den the others. hahas. but time really pass very fast leh. i dun even have enuff time to do the attachment which was placed on my table when i went to the office tis morning. lols. hopefully i will have time to do them tmr. if not den on wed on wad. n huiqin will be on leave from wed to fri as she is going for her orientation. so yep. hopefully i could still cope n complete my work. heex. tink time will pass kinda fast for tis week too. n weekends would come again soon. teeheee~

n gonna be very very busy on sept tt month. two of my cousins getting married. one is my beloved korkor n another one is not so close one la. but i m closer to his younger bro cuz we are of the same age. lols. xP sept 1 is my beloved korkor the wedding dinner, tea ceremony n all. everything on the same day. so i bet tt day i will be very busy. n his bro which is oso my beloved korkor is coming back from overseas juz for his wedding. i sure do wanna spend more time when he comes back. so perhaps tinking of staying over on the weekends to catch up n stuff. hehe. :D den on sept 14 is the other cousin de tea ceremony n stuff den 28 sept will be the dinner. but dun tink i will be very busy for tis one as i m not so close to them. so wun be participating much in it. ;x lols. but sure do look forward to my korkor's one. heex. :D

den gonna go malaysia with my colleague on the 2nd n 3rd of august. :D den monday back to work. hahas. looking forward to it too. n sure do hope i will have fun over there. but i bet hubby is gonna miss me tons n worried for me tons too. hahas. but no worries k? i will listen to u n take gd care of myself de. much loves. xP

tink i type alot already. tired to type any longer. so shall end off. :D gonna carry on watching my shows already. miss me aite? tatax. <3

updates on birthday [1] ;D

2008-07-05T19:23:00.002+08:00

i've got tons to update abt my birthday. have already done the bbq one. left with the celebrations with hubby n the celebrations with my gals juz now. enjoy all of it tons. :D but i m kind of lazy to elaborate on all the celebrations now. ;x so yea. hahas. xP

but still i wanna thx those who wished me happy birthday. be it via sms, phone calls, blog, friendster or in person. let me see if i could rmb all of them. sorrie if i couldnt n if ur name wasnt here. hehe.

hubby, syakila, doris, chai lee, xue ling, joyce, meiling, miaoyan, john, ben kor & ss jie, alex, seth, benben taigong, sharon gf, kenneth, david, jonathan, leong, junjun, joseph, jerlyn, norman, qunyu, joyce, xingyao, brandon, azri, nicholas, whye woon, wuye, guanqing, mango, val darl, iissey, junde BB, serene, shixian, jacky kor, 3rd auntie, mummy, daddie & blah blah blah. lols. too many to type already n i m lazy. hehe.

receives tons of presents from hubby. n i still got a surprise which i dunno wad is it abt. will onli noe it on month end. so yea. shall wait n see. hahas. den got presents from my gals too. hehes. tq all. i love u guys n gals. *smmooooochiess* xP

shall do the elaborations of celebrations another day aite? hehex. loves. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF :D

2008-07-01T07:45:00.001+08:00

yay~ happy birthday to MYSELF & there i have to rush off to work. hahas. tatax.

ROARRRR

2008-06-29T15:59:00.002+08:00

roar! i m back from my bday bbq. still rmb 2yrs ago de bbq i cried?? 2 yrs later de bbq which is ytd i oso cry leh. .... blame those idiots for putting my aeroplane n make me wait so long. boohooo! but nevertheless. still THANK YOU TO U GUYS. hahaha. xP

ppl who came wor. sharon gf, kenneth n their 2 others frenz whom i forgotten the names. ;x leong, junjun, david, zip, joseph, jeffrey, jerlyn n her fren. xingyao, jelena, brandon, joyce, baby pearline, qunyu, whyewoon, norman, nicholas n azri. & ppl who were invited n did not attend were qing feng, aik yew, serene, shi xian n gf, alex, seth, kenedict, tung kiong, amanda, des n val. HURRAY to those who come & BOOHOOO to those tt did not come. >;[

i waited pretty damn long for those who agreed to reach early to arrive at the pit. but who noes i waited n waited till 7plus den they come. den 1st words to them were "buey paiseh ar? make bday gal wait. kns one. " LOLOLOL. i noe i were mean to say tt. but pissed la. hahaha. but they noe my words mean no harm luh~ hurhur. lols. xP den was damn hungry la. till i hate a little gastric i tink. was aching for a little while. boohooo! den i keep urging hubby to start the fire n bbq-ing. lols. but ytd de food aint as tasty as the one we had in hubby's chalet. stingray aint as nice as well. boohoooo! but still it went into my stomach la. cuz i was super duper hungry tt i start having gastric. ): lols. joyce jiejie bought baby pearline down. she was cute la. but damn violent. she tore the plate into half leh. n she is juz less den 1yrs old. lmaos. lols. den norman korkor, azri n nic daddie was super late. they came around 1plus. ... wanna smack them already. lols. but they help me finished up food la. hahas. though still got alot left. judging from the number of ppl who did not attend. humph!!~

den we leave the place around 3plus & reach hm at around 4. hahas. den brandon korkor called me n asked if i was still there anot. but sadly no la. i left already n reached hm. lols. else he say he n zhaolong wanna come down find us. haha. been so long since i last saw zhao long too la. hurhur. lols.

received presents from qy mei n kor; bath salt n eye shadow. the eye shadow like abit no use to me leh. cuz i did not put makeup one. lols. but still tq luh. loves. den joyce, xing yao n jelena bao angbao give me. tqtq. n sharon gf bought me cakes n donuts. tq luh gf n kenneth. nice n sweet of u two. *kisses to gf* hahas. xP n oso hubby la. bbq stuff all he pay one. n i m still gonna receive tons of presents tmr when i meet him. lols. so yea. big big tq to hubby. *hugs & kisses too*

& yea. i din went for michael's nuer de man yue. cuz i forgotten to ask the rest if they are going anot n wad time i m going. n by the time i wake up it's already 1plus already. so yea. did not attend. ;x hahas. n sorry. =]

waiting for the pay to come in but somehow the timesheet is still at my house. lols. cuz i missed the bus to tamps on fri. so i took the bedok bus den 69 hm. lolol. so yea. gonna go handup the timesheet tmr. n wait for the pay to come in. hoho~ tis month so many events already overdraft liao. so shall curb my spending. but worst ting is i havent gone any shopping n all the money are gone. so sad. boohooo!

looking forward to tmr n the 5th of july with my gals. so yea. till then. tatax. :D

fulfilling week :D

2008-06-21T13:22:00.002+08:00

yay~ tis week was over fast. lols. busy n fulfilling. ^^ work on mon to fri as per normal. but wed headed off to attend peifen's rom after work. prettaye luh. :D they were cute n funny luh. hahas. xP den thurs after work treated daddie to dinner. n ytd nite meeted up with hubby for dinner too. hoho~ i m broke. & i m still gonna meet tt dumbo lex later to celebrate his belated bday. n gonna treat him as well. how can i not be broke? i wonder. >;[ den gonna go shopping on sunday. yippee~ i so wanted to shop la. hope i still have some more money to shop. cuz i haven pay mummy money for the phonebill tis month. ;x

gonna be a bz week next week too. hoho~ monday after work going ahma house for dinner. which is a muz. cuz mummy said so. ;x lols. n yea. i noe i should go accompany her more often. so yea. =] tues to fri nite not sure where i going yet. perhaps home to rest myself n slack away. hoho~ den sat will be having bbq at pasir ris park. gonna ton there i guess. den sunday gonna go to michael's nuer de man yue. yippeee~ his daughter is cute la. haha. & i hope there will be tons of stuff for me to do to last throughout the whole week. den i could have a great weekend next week. yay~

still got who wanna booked me to celebrate my bday for me? hoho~ bookings are welcome. lols. :D bleahs.

gonna go munch on cupnoodle den meet tt dumbo out to eat already. cuz asked bro go out buy lunch end up he go sleep. boohooo~ lunch den gonna prepare to go out liao. so yep. tatax. loves.

happy bdays & congratx :D

2008-06-17T21:37:00.002+08:00

busy month for the month of june. :D on the 15th is esmady's wedding but den i did not attend as it was father's day. but happy for him luh. & will be seeing him in the office tmr. so yea. :D den tmr evening will be going over to peifen's chalet. it's to celebrate her bday as well as her wedding buffet. double happiness for her. :D den on the 29th gonna attend michael's daughter de man yue. so many xi shi all in a month. fabulous~ lols.

& & & my bday is coming!!~ yippeeee~ xP will be having a bday bbq on the 28th june at pasir ris park. den on the 5th of july my gals are celebrating it for me as they cant make it for the bbq. :D waiting for tons of surprises to be presented rite in front of my eyes. cant wait for it. bleahs. still gonna wait patiently for like abt 2 weeks more. so yep. *waits waits* lols.

work tis week has been gd so far. n it kinda seems like a cycle. one week of busy week. den the next week will be super free. one week bz one week free. so one week complain one week dun. lols. but still i love working there luh. :D cynthia did asked if i wanna carry on my job there n m i able to extend my working time there. i would love to. but maybe i have to ask gary abt the pay wise. if i was to stay. maybe a higher pay or something. as i tink if i was to stay. i would stay there till next yr when i wanna enroll into uni. so yea. shall see how. =]

& lastly. happy bday to weiching, tan dede, jianqiang & jeslyn. & oso tmr will be alex bestie's bday. happy bday to all. much loves from me to u guys. :D

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

2008-06-15T11:36:00.002+08:00

hoho. taggie & links all done. left with adding song for the bloggie. but dunno wad song should i put. so shall leave tt when i tot of it. hoho~ now everyone can tag on my blog already. xP if i nv link ya or anything. juz leave a tag aite. will link it asap. <3

it's father's day today. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL MY DADDIES. lovelove. xP

; new blogskins :D

2008-06-09T22:02:00.003+08:00

hoho. realised tt i have neglect my blog for kinda long. if not jiu shi i m onli posting nasty stuff in my blog. haha. so now i m back with a new skin. :D actually changed tis skin on sunday. but i'm not done with it yet. still got some stuff which i haven do. & the relinking n removing of those links tt is actually not available already. so yea. shall do them again when i m free. meanwhile juz be patient ba. :D & taggie will be up again once the blog is fully done. :D so yep. feel free to spam me till then. hahas.

was kinda busy recently. mon-fri work. den sat n sun got tings to occupy my time too. hahas. so yep. not really free ba. but the feeling kinda good. not 4geting to save time for myself. hahas. :D let me recaps on wad have happen. :D

b4 the last nasty post tt i have post tt day. i was actually with my gals in the afternoon to celebrate doris's belated bday. went to breeks n have our lunch. den cam-whore, chat, cut cake & give her our present there. she is touched till u could see tears coming from her. lols. & my dear gal do enjoy it with us from her blog post & i m glad. heex. <3 den after breeks headed off to shop for awhile with sya, xl, cl & ml. den i headed off to bedok to meet up with my audi frenz. :D went to lan awhile den dinner. den home sweet home i go. den tt nasty ting happen. so yep. shall not talk abt it. :D stayed hm on sun too. as i was still feeling moody n upset over wad happen the night b4. din really contact anyone too. so yea. juz stayed home. slacked, relaxed & be myself. :D

monday - friday was work as usual. but tues after work went off to hubby's chalet to celebrate his bday for him. suppose to be there for the 3D2N. but den i couldnt take leave to celebrate it with him. but yea. still made an effort to went down after work on tues n stayed over n went over to work from there on wed morning. with the help of mr evil sending me there. :D tq mr evil & da qiang. hahas. ;x oh yea. told leong daddie to buy cake down on the 1st day as well. n we have cake cutting session on tt midnight itself. heex. :D den was on last min half day for wed. as i need to go down to book the pit again for the bbq at nite. so yea. went off early tt day. den stayed n slacked around in the chalet. dun mind it though. cuz there wasnt really much ting to do in the office afterall. if i din take tt half day. i probably would be whining tt i m bored in the office. lols. ;x so much like me huh. lols. but din stayed on tt nite though. hahas. but still hope everyone have fun huh. especially the birthday boy. :D

thurs n fri was spent slacking in the office. nth much to do indeed n was kinda bored to death. hahas. den sat went out to watch movie. narnia. not bad though. but the previous one was nicer la. :D still got lots of movie tt i wanna catch. so yep. shall see when i have the time. :D

tis week is gonna be pretty bored in the office again though. judging from the workload which we have today. already complaining liao. haha. hope there will be more more more work to do. seriously hate it when there is nth to do. cuz the time will pass super super slow & i dislike it. hahas. but kinda lots of tings happen in the office tis few weeks ba. last week alot of managers were on leave which leave us kinda slack. n one of my colleague's wife juz gave birth to a baby girl. but i dun really like the wife though. ;x hahas. den there's gonna be 2 weddings coming up. best wishes for them ba. hehe. :D

& there are lots of tings going on for tis month judging from my calendar. hahas. many BIRTHDAYS. so happy birthdays to all the june babies. :D hope all of ya had fun on ur birthdays. may all ur wishes come true. <3

hmmm. tink tt's all for now. type kinda long already. n my eyes feel as though they are closing already oso. shall go off to bed. n have sufficient rest for work tmr. meanwhile stay tuned for new updates n the releasing of taggies. hahas. :D

gd nitex to all. xP

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-05-31T22:57:00.005+08:00

FUCK LA. KNN. STOP STRESSING ME LA. TMD. NO MONEY DEN DUN GO UNI LA. FKFKFK. NOT AS IF I M NOT WORKING HARD ENOUGH. CANT I EVEN JUX HAVE MY WEEKENDS TO RELAX MYSELF N DO THE TINGS I LIKE.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. FUCK. I M GOING CRAZY LA. AUNTIE IS STILL NAGGING ON THE PHONE. CAN I JUZ ASK HER TO STFU. KNN. TEACH TUITION TEACH TUITION. EARN MORE MONEY EARN MORE MONEY. MACHIAM I DUN WAN EARN MORE MONEY LIKE TT. BUT NOT ALL PPL CAN GO INTO THE TEACHING LINE WAD. I NOE TEACHING PRIMARY SCHOOL KID AINT TT TOUGH AINT TT DIFFICULT. BUT JUZ NOT EVERYBODY CAN GO INTO TT LINE WAD. N I M ONE OF THOSE TT CANT TEACH N CANT GO INTO TT LINE. FK IT LA. I DUN WAN GO UNI ALR. DEN NO ONE WILL BE STRESSING.

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KNNBCCB. FK OFF.

& i wanna be alone for now. not gonna meet anyone or talk to anyone.
till further notice.
bye!

PAIN T.T

2008-05-30T04:07:00.001+08:00

fcuk the pain which is causing me to wake up in the middle of the night. n now it's still hurting n i cant get back to slp. arrghhhhh. stupid stupid stupid. >;[

FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT!

2008-05-29T21:42:00.002+08:00

I DUNNO WHY I M FEELING SO UNHAPPY. I DUNNO WAD IS GOING ON ANYMORE. I DUNNO WAD IS IT TT I WAN. I DUNNO HOW TO PLEASE PPL ANYMORE. I DUNNO HOW TO MEET UP TO THEIR EXPECTATIONS.

I ONLI LET PPL FEELING DISAPPOINTED OVER MY ACTIONS. I ONLI MAKE PPL FEEL SAD N UNHAPPY. I M SUCH A LETDOWN N DISAPPOINTMENT TO EVERYONE.

i guess i m not as good as i perceive myself to be. i'm not as great as wad i tink i m. maybe i should end everything n isolate myself up.

I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING.

*gone*

not myself >.<

2008-05-18T14:27:00.002+08:00

idk wad's wrong with me. maybe i've changed? idk. ><

will be on hiatus for quite awhile. something wrong with the fan in the cpu i tink. got noise one. >;[ wan find me contact me via cell ba.

manyloves. (:

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :D

2008-05-11T20:33:00.002+08:00

it's mummy's day today. happy mother's day mummy. loves. :D am a gd gal today. hehe. stayed hm n pei her the entire day. she was happy luh. n praise tt i m such a gd gal today. hahaha. i love my mummy luh!!~ moowarks. :D

back from chalet on ytd nite. too tired to do anything after tt. lols. so juz went to bathe n slp after tt. :D chalet was alright la. in the beginning was kinda bored. cuz all i dunno one. n u guys noe me. if dunno one i will juz sit down there n stone alone. so yea. but after tt jiu okie le la. hahas. =D happy bday sharon n hope u do have fun. :D

was still feeling very tired though. lols. tink i gonna head off to bed soon. cuz there is still work tmr. dun wan shag shag go to work. so ciaoz. :D

Off Days~ :D

2008-05-09T14:26:00.002+08:00

i seriously do love off days. n i'm having one today. hahas. xP it's juz so nice to be relaxing at hm n spending time on myself. hehe. i'm loving life tis way. i seriously do. hope i will have more time to spend like tt. loves!

alright. reasons being on leave was tt i'm feeling very tired from work. n i juz wanna have a rest. moreover there's chalet tonite. i dun wanna end work le den go over feeling tired n all. den while ppl are having fun enjoying n playing i will be so shag out n feel like sleeping. so juz wanna give myself a break. :D n yea. there's really nth much to do in the office. huiqin smsed me earlier on n tell me it seems like there's onli filing to do today. imagine if i m at work. 2 ppl doing filing. will be rotting like hell man. somemore it will be finished damn fast. den gotta act busy again. ): but hope there will be more tings for her to do now. cuz seriously filing is boring. >< shall join her back on monday. :D haha. n tt bernard keep asking for his siew mai n lo mai kai. he said it's okie to come work later though. so huiqin was tinking of going down on monday to get him his food. shall see how yea? update me again. :D n bernard is quite a nice old man la. though he might be kinda fierce at times n he scared me b4 one time tt i teared. cuz he was juz too fierce out of a sudden. but he's okie now. =] hope he wun pms anymore. hahas. xP

i haven gotten ready for the chalet tonite. but nth much to packed la. hehe. xP dunno if i will be back tmr nite or sunday morning. gotta see how. might be back early. =] so stay tune. hehe.

freaking hot weather!! >;[

2008-05-04T10:53:00.003+08:00

yadah yadah~ the freaking hot weather is killing me laaa. i cant stand the freaking hot weather. x.x~ can wake up later one. end up feel so hot n all den buey ta han den wake up liao. boohooo! maybe i go take afternoon nap later? hahaha. idk. ;x shall see how. xP

have been staying at hm ytd. it will be the same for today too i guess. xP been long since i have been staying at hm on weekends. i feel the feeling of being at hm lazing around. hahas. used to have it almost every single day. b4 i started work. but since now working le. jiu dun have tt luxury le. lols. but owell. i do love work still. the company there n all. though sometimes i get quite bored cuz there's nth to do n juz plain slacking around is making the time pass so slow. but still alright la. hahas. :D do bear with my whining if i ever did whine to u. lols. ;x gonna enjoy the last day le. cuz tmr gonna start work again. hahas. xP hopefully there will be tons of work. :D lols.

heard from bestie n bf tt they dun manage to get into the unis. i wonder if other of my girlies manage to get in anot. hope so aite? as for bestie n bf. try to appeal ba. dun give up hope. if still cannot. den wait for me together register again next year. :D maybe tis yr all the dragon babies trying to go uni tt's why there are not enough slot available? juz try ur best n appeal if not next yr aite? dun give up hopes my loves. ^^ n sorrie bestie tt i din replied ur msges ytd. din comfort u n all. but i'm still there alright. *hugs* dun be dishearten.

after tis update. dunno when will the next update be. do stay tuned. hahas. xP gotta go do some self reflection n all already. life has been pretty messed up recently. but i will be fine. =] dun get worried if u didnt hear from me. will try to reply all smses n phone calls if there is any alrite? hahas. ciaoz.

& oh. lastly it's khoo ji sheng's bday today. happy bird day idiot. lols. know him since pri sch. ;x probably he wun get to see tis cuz he dunno my blog url n all. hahas. but wadeva. shall send him a comment later or an sms ba. :D tatax.

FREAK!

2008-05-02T07:23:00.002+08:00

ehhhhhhhhhh. i juz have a new haircut ytd. & now i feel tt it's freaking short. lmao. my fringe are freaking short too. x.x~ grow faster pls. ROAR! n i juz re-dye my hair ytd. it looks alright to me ytd but now i tink it's freaking reddddddddd. zomq laaaaaaaaa. it's suppose to be dark colour. the person tell me so. damn. x.x

my hairrrrrrrrrrrrr. ):

Updates on work! ^^

2008-04-16T19:52:00.004+08:00

alrighty. i m here to update on how my work is like. teeheee~ started work on monday. pretty alright though. saw tis gal at the reception there. recognised her from tp. same course too. but i dun rmb her name. lols. ;x okok. later on find out her name is huiqin. hahas. xP den gt another temp gal oso. but she is leaving the next day. so the both of us have to like learn everything within 2 days. ><" fainted~ but both day went pretty alright la. time passes quite fast too. heh. :D

today is the day where the temp gal is not around. btw her name is rachael. hahas. xP so me n huiqin went to the office den started doing stuff. but like do very fast leh. when we realise alr gt nth much to do alr den we took our own sweet time to do the remaining. but still like very fast finish leh. x.x~ lols. den lunch time with the staff there. den back to office n we finish all like around 3? lols. den we went to do some filing. do abit den huiqin went out to see if they needed any help. but i was still inside. hahas. we do almost around 15 boxes of those tings la. zomq. lols. finally 6 le la. den we slack n wait for time to pass den go hm. heex. hopefully tmr there will be alot alot of tings to do so tt we wun be bored like hell. lols. xP

i tink tis 3 months of work will be pretty alright n enjoying for me ba. heex. i really hope so. :D gonna meet my gals next week. weeee. m looking forward to it. :D hope everyone enjoy their work as much too. i noe a few did. :D so it's pretty alright. heh.

reply of taggies:
sya - updated ya on it alr gal. <3
xl - hahas. work is not bad for me. hope it's alright for u too. okie dokie. np. will inform u again. :D
BENBEN - i wun. u idiot. keep wan me get sacked. boohooo.
dolphin - alrighty sis. i will. heh. <3

Less than 12hrs. x.x

2008-04-13T21:33:00.002+08:00

zomq. i'm gonna start work in less than 12hrs time. boohooo. idk why i feel scare. going into a new environment makes me feel so uneasy. idk wad i would encounter. idk wad would happen. idk if i could get along well with the ppl there anot. idk if i could manage my job well. so many idk. T.T i m scare of being alone in a new place n everything. so hopefully all goes well for me tmr. i hope my fear are juz nth n i m juz scaring myself. i hope so~ ):

i keep telling bestie n benben tt i m scare over the msn. lols. idk why too. lalala~ n couldnt accompany bestie to SIM tmr. sorrie gal. heh. n she volunteer to sms me when i m in work tmr. so scare or anything i can juz bomb her phone. weee. thx gal. u r the best. heh. <3

hope all goes well for tis 3months. ending it in 11july. all the best for me. heh. tatax.

Start Work on MONDAY~

2008-04-11T18:54:00.005+08:00

alrighty. back to update on the job stuff. okies. i m officially employed and starting work on monday which is the 14 of april. temp admin position at Schenker Singapore. it's somewhere near expo and daddie said he would bring me around there to check out the bus services n all. so yep. still manageable for me. 5 days work week, working hrs kinda long from 830-615. gonna faint n die there. hahas. hope there will be tons of stuff for me to do those tt i noe how to do de laa. lols. den the time will pass pretty fast everyday. woohooo~ kinda looking forward to working but kinda scared oso. i scare i will have monday blues~ lols. not sure if the peeps there would be nice but i hope there will be laa. else i will not look forward to working there for the rest of the three months at all. booo~ person whom i will be reporting to is a gal, stephanie. idk old or young woman leh. hahas. hopefully not those fierce fierce one. else i would faint. ;x so tt's all to say for now abt the job. hahas.

i'm left with like the weekends to enjoy myself b4 i starts to get busy. so yep. play play play, fun fun fun for remaining two days. heh. been playing my story mode for the afternoon though. completed quite some but still gt more to go. hahas. tink i couldnt complete all cuz still very noob at the 8k. boohoo~ but owell. still alright la. hahas. so gonna have lesser time for gaming soon. hope my skills dun drop like shyt by then. :x hehehe~

bestie juz reminded me tt i haven book the grad gown. :x lols. shall go get it on one of the saturdays with her. heh. misses man~ get the rest out on tt saturday too. weee~ den after tt i tink during grad day itself den we will meet already. den after tt dunno when already. sobsob. i miss schooldays i miss schoollife. but m looking forward to working life too. hope it will be fun. heh~

alright. gonna end tis entry soon. tmr will be aaron and kenneth's bday. happy bday dudes. heh~ hope u guys enjoy ur bday. tatax.

Reply of taggies:
BENBEN: lalala~ bleahs. u noe i dun really hate u la hor. so yea. dun take it seriously. hahaha. xP
AcEs: eheheh. wad i m really fat. idiot u. i m not fat at all k? boohooo. bully la u another one. :x i m recovering from my sickness already. heh. hope school goes on well for u. gambette! ^^
Junde: BIGBIG BULLY! :D

DUMB PPL~

2008-04-10T18:18:00.003+08:00

juz receive a call from tis gary guy from recruit express. he asked if i m still looking for job. like duh~ lols. den he ask if i noe how to use a computer. -.-" tis qns seriously dumb eh. i tink most of the ppl now oso noe how to use computer le lor. moreover now wad century liao still dunno how to use computer n i m a poly graduate for god sake. go bang wall pls. hahaha~ :x oh well. the job is a admin/data entry kind of job. location is at changi south? which idk where. lols. but he say near singapore expo. which is kinda okie la. 5days work week. so yep. he asked if i m interested, if i m then he go talk to them. blah~ hahas. so okie lor. den see how. if everything goes well will be starting work on monday. boohoo~

den afternoon gwen call me n asked if i noe autocad. hahas. i 4gotten wad is it abt leh. zomq. lols. cuz gt one company need a drafter. she asked if i noe how to do drafting. wth is drafting? hahas. i forgotten abt it. ;x den gt another position is accounts one. which is so not my type cuz i sux at accounting. hahaha~ so yea. shall wait for moreeeee. xP

the gary guy juz called say the ppl finish work le he cant get to them. so he will give me an ans tmr. lols. cute laa. hahas. call me to tell me the ppl finish work le. zomq. hahas. fainted~ i wonder wad's there for me to eat when i start work. lols. dieee~

hahas. owell. bother abt tt tmr. =] nth much for now. tatax~ <3

(x^^) BLAH BLAH BLAH (^^x)

2008-04-10T12:41:00.002+08:00

been a week since i last post. nth much to blog abt actually. cuz i m either at hm or go out. so yea. nth much to talk abt oso in tt sense.

blah~ was suddenly feeling down last nite n attitude almost anybody laa. lols. my bad. ): sorrie. hope my mood will gets better.

i have no idea wad to blog le leh. >< so yea. tatax.

& I HATE BENBEN LAAAAA! bleahs. xP

hate medicine >.<

2008-04-03T19:45:00.003+08:00

alrighty. back from the doctor already. it was so so so slow laaaa. fainted~ went around 11+ like tt. den there was like 19 ppl in front of me. so went off to buy lunch for bro n went hm. cuz they give me their num so i could like call back n check on the queue. so yea. slack at hm for an hr plus. den went down again. took some time to see the doctor. den after tt while waiting for the medicine oso damn long laaaaa. like wth. not efficient at all. boohooo~ saw joel haw when it was my turn to collect the medicine. he went there to geng mc one. baddie. hahas. been long since i last saw him. ever since graduate from sec sch la. hahas. he wear damn ahpek lor. ;x the shirt got holes one. rofl. he asked if i wanna pei him wait anot den after tt he send me hm cuz he is driving. but den i tell him no need. lols. cuz i m sick of waiting laa. it's damn bloody hell long. imagine from 11plus wait till abt 2plus den is my turn to see doctor leh. faint~ lols. so yea. off i went hm. =]

came hm eat medicine n tadahh. i concuss on my bed. lols. was uber tired. wake up rather early tis morning cuz i couldnt slp well. but now my throat feeling better le laa. juz tt now i keep coughing onli. boohooo~ there is like so many medicine to eat laa. antibiotic, cough syrup, fever n pain n the reduce the swelling in the throat one. i so hate going to see doctors. cuz there will be many many medicine to eat. ><>< but i noe i have got no choice. have receive tons of calls. but all say will help me keep a lookout n etc. zzz. none actually told me that they had a job for me. ROAR!

will be going over to granny's house tmr. popiah session. :D sure to be nagged again. juz gotta close two ears. lols. but seriously i m loving life tis way. living my own world, doing my own stuff. watched alot of movies over the net which i missed from watching in the cinema. hahas. juz hope i wun get fat from slacking too much. bleahs.

i m feeling very hungry now. waiting for dinner to be ready. den medicine time n den concussed again i tink. cuz the medicine makes me drowsy. lols. but cant be blameeeeeee. i m sick n i need lotsa rest. which are all excuses. bleahs~ :p

p/s: i miss bestie, darlinq, bf whichever she may be. hahas. gonna go down chinatown find her for lunch after i have recovered. provided i m not working till then. I MISS SITI NURSYAKILA MASLI. <3 gal. :D

stubborn me >.<

2008-04-03T08:08:00.002+08:00

aaaaaaaaa. i m a stubborn little gal. if onli i listen to the ppl around me n go see doctor earlier. den i wun be feeling so uncomfortable rite now. ROAR! ):

haven been feeling sick over the past few days, fever n all. sore throat wasnt tt bad. but it gotten worst ytd. n i mean really worst. till i have difficulty falling asleep. cuz it's very painful. sob sob. ): guess i m gonna head down to the doctor around 9plus later alonee. though i really hate to see the doctor n take medicine. but i guess i have no choice. else i would have difficulty sleeping again tonite. boohooo~

may i get well soon. blessed~ ):

April Fool :D

2008-04-01T19:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!!

hahas. had fun fooling ppl n being fooled? i bet so. but yea. i din fool any n din got fooled too. cuz i simply wasnt in the mood. fever is killing me n it's an on & off ting. fainted. hope i do get well soon.

loves. :D

hates to be sick T.T

2008-03-31T19:26:00.002+08:00

roar. have tons of tings i wanna update abt but now i m not in any condition to do so. my heads feel guilty, spinning so much tt i wanna keep on lie in my bed n nv wake up. boohooo~ so i tink i shall skip off all those updates till the next time when i m better. n of course if i still remember them. ):

woke up tis morning juz feel tt throat is very dry. din even noe i have gt no voice at all. till bro asked me something den i wanna reply. how come i sounds so funny. lmaos. so drank lots of water. cuz been told to do so. by numerous ppl. lols. so yea. den afternoon jiu feel very weird. so jiu go rest. den tadahh. wake up n have fever already. ><"

juz finish porridge. the porridge tasted so different like wad i usually eat. tis time round it tasted like plain water. ): sux sux sux man. boohooo~

till den ~~

BACKIEE :D

2008-03-25T16:22:00.002+08:00

alrighty. i m back. actually was back ytd. but i m effing tired to blog. brain aint functioning n working well enuff to tink of tings to type here too. so yep. here i m now. =]

chalet was not tt bad laaa. though little ppl stay. the 1st nite was awesome with the bbq-ing n all. onli 4gals stayed behind which is me, doris, cl & miao. we watched tv n talked throughout the nite. till abt 5 den we fall asleep. teeheee. i enjoy n love girls' talk. heh. xP den 2nd day was kind of boring. in the morning onli left with me n gal in the chalet. cl n miao went to work. i slept till 12plus den wake up. my dear gal muz be bored. sorrie gal. den after tt wash up n head out to the beach. juz sit n talk while enjoying the sea breeze. den gal wasnt feeling well. cuz she drank without eating anything. booo~ but still we managed to bring her back to the chalet for her to rest. miao bought back prata for us. heh. den eat n chat n watch tv. but the tv siao ting tong one leh. other chn all so clear no problem can watch. but chn u cannot. lots of problem with tt. >:[ den till abt 5plus, we packed up n left the chalet. initially wanna met cl at bugis mrt to pass her back her stuff n pressie de. but my sotong gal forget to board the train. or dunno which to board. i forget. lols. so we juz went ahead. n met her at tampines platform. hahas. den home sweet home after tt. =]

woke up tis morning n my dear told me tt there is someone talking crap at her blog. so yea. went off to see n the gal is seriously bo liao la. dearie broke up with tt guy so so so long ago already. n since u r tt guy's new gal. den juz be his new gal. why do u have to go bother abt his ex & say stupid tings to my gal? having no confidence in urself eh? scare tt my gal will go broke up ur relationship? no way man. she have got better tings to do n better guys to love. she wun bother abt u n ur bf. so stop bothering her anymore. no life ppl. an entry for her in dearie's blog make her feel so honoured. muz be no one ever blog abt her b4. shameless. x.x~ alright. i shouldnt comment abt idiots anymore. lols.

oh yea. i m suppose to blog abt tis ~~"wonderful"~~ taigong/ahbeng of mine. lols. noe him thru game of course. but we got along pretty well. hahas. he is smaller den me by 5yrs & i call him taigong. hahaha. xP he loves to bully laa. but we bullied each other all the time. lols. we can talk forever non-stop n can share tings with each other too. tt's wad i like. hahas. sis gonna teach him tuition n asked if i can teach him physic. lols. m still tinking abt it. cuz i m kind of rusty in it though i do score well in class last time for physic. but my chem pull me down. so there goes my comb science. hahas. i need to brush up on stuff again if i m to teach him. so yea. shall see how. hehe.

been trying to find a new blogskin to change but i cant find any nice one leh. none really attracted me n makes me wanna change my blogskins at all. ): boohooo~ i wanna create one but m plain lazy n i dun have photoshop to edit the pics n stuff. x.x~ so yea. shall juz stick with tis temporary till i got the mood to go search for new ones again. hopefully by then hope there will be some tt really attracts me. hehex.

idk why my lips are getting so dry. i have always been drinking water n lots of them. but my lips always gets dry. roar. n i hate it cuz it simply will take very long to recover. who can tell me why? >:[

been sending out some resumes for jobs n i hope i do get a reply soon. all my gals have already started working left me. >:[ so yea. hope i will be able to earn my money some time soon too. hehex.

lastly. happy bday to cl on the 23march2008. happy 21st bday. 1st among us to reach the age of 21. hehe. & happy bday to amanda jiejie on the 24march2008. happy 20th bday. hehe. i m hoping tt july dun come so fast. cuz i dun wanna approach the big 2 in my life. ><" hehe. so yep. off to play games. =]

WAH LIAOOOOOOOO >:[

2008-03-23T11:01:00.001+08:00

hais. i'm not looking forward to the chalet later le laaaaa. ><" initially tot all would be staying except for bestie cuz of her parents n all. den end up the ppl tt are gonna stay are so pathetic n little. wad gal's chalet man. ><" tot it would be our last gathering till dunno when. tot we would at least be able to spend a 3day 2night together. b4 all of us departs to do our own tings. as we are not working together oso le. end up. hais.

i onli got one big big word to say sia. DISAPPOINTED. ><"

but nevertheless. happy bday cl. hope u will enjoy today n tmr with us. loves.

update again when i m back.

bestie i miss you. ):

MISS ME? ;x

2008-03-19T17:19:00.002+08:00

lols. m finally back. ;x wasnt blogging cuz i have nth to blog abt n was lazy oso laa. hahas. ;x so yep. am finally back~ hehe. will be away on the 23-25 again though. cuz i m going to chalet. weee~ celebrate cl's 21st bday. hehe. hope my gal will have a memorable bday with us. i simply love my gals. n tis could be the very last gathering till our next one which wun be tt soon again i tink. cuz now we are all separated. so yea. will miss my gals. ><" hope we wun get drifted.

since sch ended till now. haven really done much. been staying at hm; eat, sleep, play, watch show. or go out. i m such a slacker~ been finding jobs too. waiting for calls lah. hahas. but now i'm gonna enjoy my sunday to tuesday 1st. hehe. :D oh yea. haven talk abt my results. all B's for tis semester & i couldnt even achieve a B for the MP. stupid man. tot could do well in it. ROAR~ & mr wee owe us lunch. booo! n pay from camp corri has been credited into my account already i tink. hehe. but still like no money for shopping leh. i wanna shop~ my gals couldnt accompany me to shop too cuz they bz working liao. hahas. so save up ba. :D

is it when someone do something wrong in the past b4. den they could nv be forgiven? i dun tink tis is so rite? i always do give ppl 2nd chances or maybe more den 2nd chances. i oso tried to be very forgiving. but sometimes ppl do take it for granted yea. i admit i do take tings for granted too. so yea in no position to say others. bf is having a hard time right now. he has did something wrong b4. so wad? he have already changed n turn over a new leaf rite? as his own family members, his own relatives u guys aint giving him support but end up looking down on him? tt isnt wad a family should be like. wad for acting great n being great right in front. but at the back show another kind of face. i seriously dislike ppl like tt. ><" if dun like or wadsoeva. tell it straight to my face rather den acting gd in front n saying something bad rite? if it's so hard to say. den dun say something bad behind other else's back too. roar!! idk wad to say man. ><" sorrie tt i cant help u tis time round. but i wun leave either. sorrie for throwing temper showing attitude n all. but when u told me all tis. i can feel the pain tt u r having. ><" juz tt idk wad i can do to help. ):

i've been feeling so no mood so listless. ><" n i tink i m gonna fall sick soon anytime too. cuz sometimes i feel damn cold. n sometimes i juz feel damn warm n hot. roar! hope i dun fall sick. i wanna enjoy myself for the next few days. ><"

prays for everything to be the best

for all my loves to be alright

i love them all

Mood slightly better :D

2008-03-11T21:25:00.002+08:00

feeling slightly better today. not as lazy n lethagic as ytd. lols. xD din went for any interview as all as the stupid deryx din confirm with me anything at all. n he juz called today saying tt our interview was scheduled on thurs. mine at 420, xl one at 440 n cl one at 5. wonder wad will be asked. 20mins seh. so long. i will faint sia inside. somemore is a temp job onli. wad's there to ask so much abt? boohooo~ i onli noe the time n place which is at buona vista. further details i dunno. stupid deryx say will email us the details. till now nv receive any email from him oso. @($&@($^*(@^#@# n oh ya. the pay not bad lah. $7/hr n is office hr job. 5day work week if i m not wrong. so sat n sun i can rest. teehee. so yea. hopefully all 3 of us get the job den it would be great. heex.

actual date for released of result will be on thurs. but received results via sms will be a day earlier? which is tmr? i m scared. hope i will do well man. wanna score well. ><" so prays hard huh. n gd luck to those receiving their results. heh.

will post again when i gt my results. hopefully it will be gd news tt i m bringing to all. heh. den bf will be prepared to be broke again. lols. bleahs. xP

T.T

2008-03-10T20:08:00.002+08:00

boohooo~ feeling sort of lethargic n grumpy today. juz feel like slacking away without doing anything. n it sort of like succeeded. n yea. no ppl bother me today too. so i can juz lie on bed slacking my time away. as the pain is killing me. perfect time to be alone n i love to be alone rite now. else i tink i would flare up at any other ppl again. typical me. heh. xP

ytd was DBD's bday n today is jazz mummy's bday n tmr will be will's daddie bday. happy bday to u three. x33 n may u all enjoy ur bday tis yr. *hugs*

results coming out soon. hopefully i will do well. *prays*

REGRETS ):

2008-03-07T22:55:00.003+08:00

ROAR~~~~ regrets regrets regrets lah~ boohooo~ should have bought tt adidas jacket the 1st time i saw it man. damn damn damn. blame it on my fickle mindedness. n now i couldnt find the jacket anywhere at all. ): thx bestie n xl n bf for accompanying me to all the adidas shop, royal sporting house n all to find my jacket. but to no avail. T.T bestie told me to go on9 search but i din saw it on9 too eh. tink i gotta go back to change airport de sportslink to see. hopefully there is still the design den gonna ask the sales assistant to help me check see if other outlets still have it anot. ):

woke up damn early tis morning cuz of a phone call. being called to go down to recruit express for an interview. smsed cl n called xl. but her hp was off. so yea. juz went to the interview with cl. hopefully will get some job. den came hm put my stuff slacked awhile den went off to meet bestie n xl already. went to swensens for our lunch n slacked abit. heh. intended to shop around for cl's present but so hard to decide wad to get for her. hahas. so was still in consideration luh. gonna shop again next week to see if there are any more tings suitable for her anot. ^^ n yea. while we were having our lunch. deryx from the interview ytd called if we were interested to work anot but the location is at buona vista but is data entry, admin job. so yea. dun mind go trying out lah. though it's abit far but still one direct mrt there lah. hahas. so yea. he is gonna confirm with me the details again den me, xl n cl is going to go down for an interview on monday. hopefully we got it. :D

so yea. no mood to post anything already. i wan my jacket. T.T

Job Searching ._.

2008-03-06T17:58:00.002+08:00

been back to update my bloggie. seriously i dun update as often as b4 already. perhaps i m too lazy, too bored n actually there is nth much to update abt lah hor. lols. i still remember last time everyday oso will update, sometimes there will be multiple posts in a day. wad happen to it now? ): i tink i have lost the passion for it. ;x lols.

alright. been doing nth much for the past 3days. eat, slp, search for jobs on9, send in resume, check emails for updates and play games. hoho. i m back to playing maple n audi lah. lols. now tinking if i should play cabal anot. lols. bro is playing it n he can teach me how to play. xl oso gonna start playing it. hahas. so how?? should i or should i not?? lols. but somehow i m gonna find a job n start work soon. so abit like no point lah hor?? lols. okok. i m contradicting. ._." shall see how 1st den decide. =]

went for a so called "job interview" today. hahas. not really an interview lah. is the recruitment centre one lor. juz ask some random qns. hopefully can get some admin data entry kind of job. so yea. shall wait wait wait. hahas. in the mean time, still searching for jobs on9 too. maybe i should look at the classified too. but i m lazy to go get the papers in the morning. hahas. ;x so yea. xP

thereafter, went off to tamp to meet bestie for lunch along with xl n cl. ^^ reached there kinda early so went to walk walk around 1st. went to perlini silver n i cant find the bracelet tt i wan already. T.T hopefully other outlets still got sell. n yea. i m gonna go find my addidas jacket man. i wan tt jacket. roar. regretted not buying it the other time. T.T n i saw harry potter latest book at $19.90 nett onli. lols. was tempted to buy but den i scare i nv read. hahas. so yea. dun waste the money. :D den when bestie reached, we went pizza hut for lunch. weee~ been long since i last ate tt lah. hahas. yum yum. ^^ den went to walked around after tt. initially wanna catch a show de. but den i was too lazy n tired lah. keep yawning. den super cold oso. i scare i freeze inside the cinema later. so din watch. heh. shall watch it next week k?? i promise no more excuses from me anymore. hahas. xP

tmr meeting bestie n xl to go out too. tink gonna go search for pressie n lunch together ba. slack slack around. :D plan was to go swensens tmr as we wanna eat icecream. so yea. shall see how. tmr den decide. hahas. seriously miss my gals n miss going out like tt. doris gal shall join us soon k?? *hugs* n looking forward to the chalet together. heh. hope all can stay. except for bestie lah. cuz she really cant. but no worries aite?? i still love u the same. hahas. xP

alright. so tt's all for now. dunno when is my next update but keep coming back n spam my tagboard lah k? else it will be very lonely. lols. ;x

spend MONEY like WATER :DD

2008-03-03T18:22:00.002+08:00

spend money like water. hahaha. i seriously wanna k my bro. but then i promise mummy not to do so. n yea. they din even wanna let me noe abt tis in the 1st place. for fear tt me n my bro will quarrel n have cold war with each other n all. i m tt scary huh?? lols. i dunno wth he is tinking man. spend money without considering one leh. few hundred few hundred like tt withdraw out. like nobody's business like tt. even is me, i oso dun dare to spend tt much even though got tons of tings tt i wanna buy n all. but he uses it like nobody's business. who is going to pay for his polytechnic education den?? i pay ar?? fat hope man. initially juz thought of topping up abit for him since he still have quite a bit of money left in his bank. den now like sai man. mummy told me tt's why ask me go for. for god sake. when i wanna work, it's to save up for my uni education n oso to help him abit. but tt doesnt mean i m gonna pay all for him man. i tink now i will have to forgo my uni studies for quite some times. wanna find a job soon, but i dun feel like working. so gonna slack somemore den gotta be serious n start work soon. bro, if u happen to read my blog. DO SAVE UP PLS N STOP SPENDING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS. seriously i will scold u upside down the next time if tis do ever happen again. i'm not gonna help anymore in any other ways. *smack u man*

life hasnt been good. ups n downs. thx dbd n all for concerning abt me n asking wad happen. dbd, do cheer up too aite?? :D seriously i miss going to sch. though i like holidays too lah. but tis is so different. cuz after the holidays i wun be able to attend classes anymore. no more projects n all. n it feels so weird. seems so different. cuz i have already graduated. boohooo~

gonna meet up with my gals on thurs for a movie. yippeee. not sure who will be coming though. n chilling session with my bestie n xl bf on friday. darlinqq, gonna hear u whine n pour out ur sorrows on friday. so yea. juz say everything out tt u wanna say k?? we will be there to listen n offer our advices. heex. lending ya the shoulder tt u need n of course the listening ear. hopefully u will be able to cheer up after tt. iloveyouguys. (:

n lastly, today is jason's bday luh. happy birthday n all the best to u. :DD

i sucks to the core man. x.x

2008-03-02T19:44:00.002+08:00

i sucks to the core man. shouldnt even have existed. i cant believe tt those words come out from me. i dun mean tt. but den. hais. i m not feeling gd. i dun feel right at all. i cant stop the tears tt is flowing out. i cant stop myself from doing anything. i sucks.

gdbye.

school is officially over.

2008-02-25T23:35:00.005+08:00

my phone is back from the service centre. they kind of like change alot of parts in the hp for me?? lols. no wonder they say the service centre at wisma is much more better den the one at simei. lols. hopefully now the phone will function properly n not give me any problems anymore. cheerios. heex.

i m starting to miss sch too. lols. n yea. sch has officially ended already lah. no more going to sch, no more having lectures, rushing for projects, crapping with my gals n all. i wanna be back in sch. rofl~ i noe i should start finding some jobs to do, earn some money for my university study too. but sometimes i m juz plain lazy lah. i cant imagine myself in working life. i m still behaving like a small kid n still cant step out of it. i seriously need to grow up soon. so yea. shall start looking for a job soon. is there any job with flexible timing? i can choose to work as n when i like?? lols. fat hope. hahas. enuff of those craps.

kinda look forward to the upcoming chalet with my gals. 3days 2 nights tt we will be spending together. do stay overnite pls for all. roar~ after tt i will surely miss all of u. T.T n we have to move on to the next step of our life already. kinda dun bear to. ><"

booo~ n i realise i have been acting rather spoilt recently. i noe it shouldnt be the case. but den yea. i will wake up from it soon. i gotta grow up. okies. off to bed as promise. nitenite. x3

Camp Corri :D

2008-02-23T21:19:00.002+08:00

camp corri has finally ended ytd. been uber tired till i slp n slp for the whole day today n onli wake up at around 4plus. ;x n recently my attitude problem started cuz of being too tired n all the hong mo tt is arising. off n on cases. ><" so yea. pms is here. x.x

Day 1
1st day of camp was like uber blur. no clear instructions were given on how to guide them n all. so try our best whenever we can to make it fun for them. our lecturer for the class was arnold tan. kinda nice guy lah. but the way he stand n talk abit like dancing. lols. n my partner was vanessa lah. =] there was like quite a few lectures and mass dance for the student. so the day went on quite well. n off to the lt to watch show when the rest are having lectures. so yea. day passed pretty fast.

Day 2
2nd day of camp was when they have tons to do. to prepare for presentation. do up posters n flyers for the presentation on fri and oso for their stalls which they will be opening on 4 march if i m not wrong, in their sch compound. hopefully they make tt much sales as they estimated. gd luck gals. :D den the day ended pretty fast too. but my gals already have a clear idea wad they are doing though they tend to add in some ideas at some times. hahas. xD

Day 3
the last day of camp. was the busiest and the most tired day of all man. hahas. was being running 2 places lah. running to the izone n the lt. cuz vanessa went for the board games. den some gals need to use the com for the presentation. so i need to like run here n there to help them as well as to monitor them too. so yea. pretty tired. den walked quite a few times to the TCC. it's like from one end of the engine block to another end of the engine block. omfq. lols. but day ended well lah. with my class being the 1st runner up. gd job gals. =] though i noe u all wanna get 1st. but 1st runner up oso not bad le. as least u all put in ur best already aite. jyjys for the actual day. =]

tt's the end of camp corri. :DD

as for the rest. nth much too. juz tt i keep attitude, keep throw tantrum onli. sorrie. i dun mean it but den i juz cant help it luh. getting pissed n pek chek at the slightest ting. sorrie. juz let me be for the time being n everything will be fine soon i guess. i m juz not me recently.

Hong Mo / Feng Mo ><"

2008-02-22T07:51:00.002+08:00

back to blogging as bestie misses my blog. it's always not updated n she is complaining already. hahas. so here i m. xP

been staying in sch for the whole day past 3 days. due to the camp corri for st anthony. n we are their student mentor. so yeap. pretty slack luh. juz tt they are too noisy. n woohooo~ today will be the last day. :D so yea. after today is total slacking already. gonna start searching for jobs. ><"

n yea. i dunno how come my body will got the hong mo ting. ><" it's itchy luh n red patches everywhere. make me cant wear shorts to sch n have to wear jeans. hot hot. hais. hope it will be okie soon ba. else i would get agitated easily. n i dun have enuff slp. cuz it's itchy den i cant slp well. barely slp for abt 4hrs onli. x.x yawns~ hope the day ends early today n i will recover from it le. den gd slp for tonite. i hope so.

gonna go prep for sch already. so yea. ciaoz.

sony ericsson phone suxor x.x

2008-02-16T08:48:00.002+08:00

zzz. 1st time using sony ericsson phone n i m facing so much problem with it within 3mths. x.x the other time was software problem. sms n all cant send out. cant open my msges at all too. n tis time round it's the clear button got problem. i have to retype my smses for them to send out. cuz i cant backspace my error. fcuk. x.x

n it's onli like 3mths. 9more mths den i can upgrade my phone. how m i gonna survive with it man. zzz. need to take go service again. can they change a new one for me?? lmaos.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY x3

2008-02-15T18:09:00.003+08:00

HEYO~ HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL MY DEARIES, PPL WHOM READ MY BLOG AND FRENZ WHOM I NOE. :D hope u all had a nice valentines day with ur love ones, family or frenz. ^^

days started off quite well for me but ended up bad. shallnt mention it. as it's already over n it's the past already. let the past be past. ^^ so yeap. had supply chain interview in the morning. all was well. qns tt he asked was kinda simple n easy. cuz it's all abt wad i do. the onli ting i could explain was the Just-In-Time manufacturing system. cuz i took tt example from lecture notes. hahas. so yea. hope it wun affect much. :D waited for my babes to finish their interview oso. den head off to take 69 together. den headed off to hubby's house.

reached hubby's house, slacked around for awhile. till abt 3plus den decided to head off to town to catch a show. watched jumper. not bad. but somehow like no ending lah. recently all movies are like tt i tink. cant find any movies with nice nice endings. but there are still tons of movies i wanna watch. heex.

Jumper (:

den after movie headed off to swensen for our dinner.

the valentine day set we have choosen.

our drinks. uber like the straw n i bought it hm. hahas. xD

the cakes. our choice was lovestruck as it had sticky chewy chocolate in it. but din had the chance to eat it at all. cuz something happen. x.x

n lastly, my lovely balloon which was gone too. T.T

& tis are the lovely valentines day pressie i had from hubby

pretty heart-shaped necklace x3

chocolates (:

more chocolates & sweets. ^^

the day b4 was having ccom job interview. was uber scare for tt one. hence anyhow talk n doesnt match the objectives really well. so yea. got 14.5/20. a B grade. not to my expectation but owell. hopefully still can get an A grade overall. n din do well for my SAT. sucky sucky. but it's over.

dun tink i m starting my uni education so soon. as there are some stuff which needed much consideration 1st. so yea. shall start working soon. gonna take up the home-based typist job. discuss with hubby abt it n he is supportive. =] shall spend my time n earn more money so tt i can complete my uni education.

lastly, there are pics from the visiting to doris house. but i m lazy to upload them now. shall upload them soon. so yea. ciaoz.

XIN NIAN KUAI LE TO ALL!!~ x3

2008-02-06T15:49:00.001+08:00

hehex. chinese new yr coming once again. today is the eve liao. weetx. :D been busy tis 1week preparing for presentation, spring cleaning, shopping n all. hahas. happy happy. :D bought like lots of stuffs? heh. some of it was paid by hubby. thx hubby. x3

let's see how many tings i buy. ;x
- 1 flats
- 1 bag
- 1 earring
- 1 jeans
- 2 tees

hubby bought for me
- 3 tees
- 2 shorts
- 1 bracelet

mummy bought for me
- 1 skirt
- 1 tee
- 1 top
- 1 heels

so i've got like 7tops, 4 bottoms, 2 shoes, 1 bag n 2 accessories. :D hahas. many many. hoping to shop more though. but i noe i gotta save save lah. hahas. tis yr all buy tees leh. cannot find any suitable nice top except for tees. some i look weird or retard wearing it. or it's too big even though it's free size. faint faint~ owell. TEES ARE NICE TOO RITE?? bleahs. =p

ytd went to sch for presentation. thought it will be scary n tt he will bomb alot. but he seems to be kind ytd n juz give us feedback n comments instead of bombing us with tons n tons of qns. lols. *relieved* ;x hahas. presentation was quite alright. tink we did kinda well. except tt we were panic n all. n we tried not looking at our script n present. so yep. i tink we did well. GREAT JOB TEAMIES. xD hehes. den after tt had lunch with my gals at top table. :D been long since the 8 of us went for something gd together. so yep. kinda glad abt it. desert wasnt tt nice though. hahas. ;x i onli add the mango n pomelo. lols. lemongrass pudding was kinda weird n not to my liking. so yep. din eat alot on tt.

home sweet home after tt n meet hubby thereafter. so yea. :D reach hm around 11+ cuz waited bloody long for cabbie. ROAR. lols. IT'S DIFFERENT YOU NOE?? hahahas. =p

went granny house earlier on have lunch n all. gonna go over later on for reunion dinner steamboat. :D i wanna play mahjonggggg lah. lols. jio me out for new year. hehe. monday going over doris house for steamboat oso. i love tis type of activities with my gals. :D den tues meeting them for buffet oso. den off to sch for the last lesson. so yea. i still got tons of free time to go out. beside accompanying hubby n i could bring him along too. heh. so yep. ask me out. :D

2 more interviews to go n tt's the end of my semester already. kinda worried for CCOM but not tt much for SC lah. cuz the qns he ask kinda easy? hahas. hope i will do well. :D was oso tinking if i should go uni. but got alot of tings to consider lah. booboo~ headache. ><" shall see how 1st n enjoy my own new yr 1st. heh. i tink i m getting random. jumping here n there. dunno wad i talking oso. lols. so yep. shall stop soon.

lastly BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CHING LING, JCHAN & LILO. x3 & to the ones who r having it during new yr. HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE. in case i could find the time to blog. so yep. HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO WAYNEE, WEIMING, WEIYANG, RODNEY, WANYING, RENDALL & NICK. :D hope you guys will be happy n all the best to u all.

XIN NIAN KUAI LE.

GONG XI FA CAI. & LASTLY

HONG BAO NA LAI. =P

No more quiz & BSI OVER~ xD

2008-01-31T22:02:00.000+08:00

weee~ no more quizzes for tis term already. & no exams too. hahas. x33 sc quiz was tough today. ><" cuz practically nth goes into my head. so can onli do wad i noe. so yeap. hope i still do be able to score well or at least get a pass. so yep. =] after sc quiz slack in sch awhile to chat with the gals. den off to free access lab to scan thru the presentation n editted some stuff. den later back hm to rest n slack awhile. editted abit of the blog for later's presentation.

finally time to go out. thought i brought everything i needed to bring to go out. den went to sch. have cross group evaluation again. cuz need to come to a mutual agreement. den sort of a mini quarrel happen lah. den in the end come to a mutual agreement sign n tt's it. like finally. lols. den rehearse for presentation. thought everything will be alright leh. 6 le. den went into the LT. the previous group still presenting. so thought of taking everything out so later our turn juz go on and start up can le. den search around in my bag. n notice I FORGOT TO BRING MY THUMBDRIVE. zzz. feel like strangling myself rite den. ><" i have all the update stuff n i forget to bring my thumbdrive. zzz! but luckily i did send a copy to the gals. so open up the email n get the presentation slides from there. heng! n the presentation goes on quite well except for some unexpected qns from him lah. lols. good jobs gals. n sorrie for my carelessness. =]

everything ended at abt 7. suppose to meet dearest for dinner at 7 but i juz ended my presentation onli. omgawd. so called to apologise. lols. den faster hurry down to meet him. lucky dun have to wait long for bus so reach kinda fast. so yep. have my cravings for stingray satisfy. heex. tq hubby n sorrie for being late. xD

now i gotta go logoff soon n rest early. been feeling sleepy ever since 3plus tis afternoon. so yeap. nitex all~ x3

Reports 3/4 done xD

2008-01-30T19:16:00.000+08:00

finally supply chain report was handed up. lols. craps lots of tings inside hope it is not too bad. =] feeling much much more relieved. now left with CRM report n the rest are all presentations already. lols. n presentations are a killer to me. OMG~ faint! hahas.

had cross group evaluation ytd. erm. not bad lah. juz amendments here n there. somehow feel that yap is somehow no gd. lols. or we misinterpret wad he say?? hahas. nvm. anyway it's over. n presentation is next week. so yup. gonna finish the finalised report tis week as well as the presentation i guess. den CRM is over. =]

gonna have SC quiz tmr n i have not yet study yet. ahmagawd. lols. ><" been busy with the blog tis morning as i woke up duper early. the upgrading works spoils my sleep. early morning so noisy already. n it's juz 8plus. ><" faint! so yep. fainting with all the html. hahas. manage to create the 3rd column n posted all the pics. left with the alignment and it's perfect already. so yep. shall go see wad i can do later. or worst still tmr morning after i finish my quiz. as my presentation was at 6 in the evening. so yep. there is still time. =] did up all the screenshots already. in case tings do not work or go haywire. so yep. still safe. =]

chinese new year is coming so so soon. heex. next week is cny week already. n the worst ting of all is haven help mummy do spring cleaning. i haven packed my room yet. ><" gonna do them over the weekends when i m free. n yea. i m not quite done with shopping. need to get somemore tings. seems like not enuff like tt. lols. jia lat. hahas. ><" so maybe shopping with my gals tis fri after career fair or sat ba. xD

n yep. i wanna do tons of visiting tis cny. n of course i wanna play mahjonggggggg. it has been so long since i last played mahjong. someone jio me for mahjong pls. lols. xD might have plans for it. so see how yea.

right now gonna go start study for the quiz tmr already. so yea. tatax.

TIRED & EXHAUSTED =[

2008-01-27T13:00:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg. i m so so so tired. ><" suppose to be doing my work after i came hm. but yet. i doze off n fell asleep instead. n wake up onli now. T.T faints~

alright. so since i m here. i'll update a little. =] had my SAT test ytd morning. woke up damn early. n meet my gals around 6.30. doris's dad send us there. initially onli to yishun mrt but end up straight to the sch itself. so we were very early. went to void deck wanna find a place to sit n look thru our sat but den cant find a proper place leh. dunno why. so weird one. lols. den went off to meet the rest after they reached. =]

SAT test was tough. i was basically dozing off. hahas. the passage are like so long n there are so many of them. i have to like keep read n read to absorb them den answers the qns. i rather do more maths. lols. omg. ><" make me wanna slp. yawns~ n the worst ting is my stomach is growling in side there. so hungry despite eating breakfast already. lols. so yea. cant wait for the whole ting to be over n go eat. heex. finally everything ended around 1245 like tt lah. close to one. imagine sitting in there for a paper for so long. lols. ><"

went to meet hubby after tt for lunch n movie n gai gai n all. hahas. his bro damn cute lah. though naughty. heex. like sticking to me ytd. hahas. wan me to carry n all. dun wan come down. xD went to eat my fav porridge. hehe. n i wanna eat otah lah. cravings for it. lols. n stingray, sushi n all~ boohooo~ lols. den went to town. walked from far east all the way down to ps den to simlim there to take bus to tamp for dinner n movie. ate at cs and watched the mist. =] much more better show den cloverfield lah. lols. ended around 11plus going 12. reached hm n concuss after bathing. lols.

wake up tis morning n met lex lex for breakfast. but too late lah. my breakfast no more. booo~ so eat mcspicy instead. hehex. he keep asking me wad i gonna do after i graduate. i really duno luh. lols. i m not prepared for working life n i seriously do prefer to study more den work. lols. so yea. i shall see how n decide aite. lols. den went to return my library books. haven pay the fine though. lols. =x den went to walk around at tm to see see look look. nth nice. den hm sweet hm as he is still going for bball training. so yea.

after tt. wanting to do my supply chain report. i concuss again n fell asleep. omgomgomg lah. hahas. i wanna faint already. so yea. shall go continue on my work already. else i will be dead meat tmr. ciaox.

#@(@)(#&@(^#(@^#(@$@_%(_#$)(#)%&@(#^!&%@!*@

2008-01-25T22:11:00.001+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... i feel so down. so fk-up rite now. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. GOD DAMN IT.

*gonez*

love my girls =D

2008-01-25T10:26:00.000+08:00

study study study. hahas. SAT test is coming. scare tt i will not doing well. but i'm trying my best n not waste my money taking such a paper. so yea. jiayou. =D gd luck n all the best to my other gals taking the test too. n not forgetting xl's bf, u go away lah. hahas.

have stopped my supply chain project for the mean time as a longer dateline was given which is by monday. hehex. so yea. study 1st den after sat test on sat den go hm chiong projects. =] hahas. so shopping trip was cancel but make up to next sat instead which was kinda gd too.

had a fun time lunch-ing with my gals ytd. simple meals but all was happy lah. chat n crap alot. fav cartoon char n all. hahas. <3 u gals. shopping n munching shall starts soon. xD chomp chomp n simpang bedok. hahas.

boring day today. juz one hr of apel lesson. so yea. gonna go prepare myself for sch soon. =] den gonna study study n study again. lols. =D so yea. gd luck n all the best. lovess.

backie~~ ^^

2008-01-22T19:17:00.000+08:00

alright. back here to update a little. actually it is to slack a little b4 i started getting busy with the rest of my report n god noes when i will call it a day. lols. so yea. slack a little. handed up cover letter, resume n the ad on monday already. hope it will be pretty gd i guess. now juz worried for the interview which will be coming on the 13 feb. which is kinda scary to me. lols. hope i will get someone kind n gd for the interview. hahas. xD

had our cross group evaluation today too. evaluating our own girls. which is the other 4 out of the 8 we have. ;D ermm. asked pretty lots of qns. cuz we really dun understand n the report is too brief. so we cant find any explanation anywhere so tt explains why many qns was bomb. so yea. do understand. ;D overall was quite alright lah. so yeap. jiayou all~ n jan is ending already which means lesser stress cuz by then all reports handed up. left the presentation to stress abt onli. =]

erm. 3 more tings for datelines tis upcoming week. bsi report which i had already done my part. left the blog to go n i m trying to do wadeva i can do with it. but gimme a bit more time eh. cuz of all the reports submission tis week. my gals meet with some probs on the financial statement n all. couldnt get them to balance. i cant help much on tt which i m so sorry abt. cuz i noe nuts on tt. n i can barely pass when taking tt modules. so yea. jy my gals. we sure can find out some solution somewhere. <3

n i m like 1/5 done with my supply chain report. hahas. 3/15 pages. it's more lah. juz tt i haven elaborate them out yet. juz the outline n i got 3 pages already. if elaborated should be 10 or so lah. =] n the companies. seriously it's tough to find the companies. ><" wondering which buzz words to type in google to find the info i wan. like all the words type inside like no use like tt leh. headache. ><" so yea. shall work hard on tt. =D n the portfolio. already done with it already. juz the submission on tis friday. basically tt's all. ^.^

o'levels results releasing on thurs. so yea. gd luck to those who are gonna take their results. n i juz noe lex bestie gonna take his results too. i seriously have no idea tt he is taking o's. lols. omg. hahas. gd luck to u. <33

alright. enuff of slacking. time to work hard. tatax.

BUSY GAL~ ^.^

2008-01-20T13:27:00.001+08:00

i have been very very very busy for the past 1 week plus. which explains why i haven been updating much. lols. so so sorry. ^^ am still gonna be very busy for the entire week next week. by 26 jan, everything should be okie already. leaving with all the heart attacks aka presentations. lols. so yeap. miss me den sms me or call me up. <3

alright. a little bit of updates. busy with projects submission, quizzes, projects blogs, meetings, cny preparation n etc etc. hahas. m still gonna be busy after 26 cuz i haven help mummy clean the house yet. n i needa clear the mess n in room too. make it neat n tidy for cny. heex.

haven really finish buying all my stuff for cny. i need more tops. so gonna shop shop more. heex. have bought bags too. so yea. gonna shop with my gals preferably after SAT. ^^ which is on the coming saturday. n OMG. i haven really prep myself ok for SAT. faint pls. ><" so so busy.

n oh yea. the happenings for tis 10days when i m gone. my 910i went haywired which i dunno why. couldnt send sms n all. tell me operation failed. failed ur head ar. boohooo~ smack smack. but owell get it to repair n haven juz been noticed tt it is okie for collection already. so shall go collect it late since it closes at 5. n yea. I DYE MY HAIR N CUT MY HAIR ALREADY. woohooo~ love it. ^^ i tink tis time round the process not bad eh. my white hair like cover already. unlike the past few years. weeee~ loves loves. thx to hubby for tt. =] n his hair is awesome too. hahas. <3

done with my resume n bestie checked it for me already. left the cover letter n the content is not done yet. outline n all i did it last nite already. so shall go complete it b4 i go out n collect my phone. heex. den left which SC n the bloggie for BSI. so yeaps. up till here for now. n tatax all. do MISS ME. xD <3

Automation Done~ ;D

2008-01-11T11:00:00.001+08:00

finally the crm automation is done. kinda relieve now. hehe. most thx to herman tt we got out of the mess we stuck into. =] anyway great job done to all. heex. looking at my schedule. still got alot of work not yet done n alot of deadlines are coming up. there are drawing nearer n nearer which makes me kinda scared. lols. but owell. hope i can manage it. =]

been addicted to facebook currently. all cuz of bestie, wad race lah, adopt pet, blah blah blah n all. hahas. but fun lah. =] n have stopped watching alot of my shows recently. spending more time on my work n all. shall continue with them once everything are over den i can slowly sit down, slack n watch the whole day. hehex.

as for frenz issue, hope everything will be settled soon. gonna have gd talks with the gals one of tis day. ^^ as for other frenz whom i have neglected. i m sorrie yea. text me or something, we will arrange for meetups soon. hehex. cheerios to all.

gonna go off n prep for sch already. hugs. ^^

Friends?

2008-01-09T20:06:00.000+08:00

RAWRRRR~ i dun feel gd. i dun even have the mood for blogging. but i feel tt i should rant everything. else i will go bonkers. hate tis feeling tt i m getting now. ><"

i dunno wad wrong has been done? in wad ways are we irresponsible? in wad ways our action affects and causes the change in other ppl's attitude? i seriously dunno wad have we done wrong? if there is any unhappiness shouldnt it be voiced out? shouldnt u let ur frenz noe wad u r unhappy abt them n let them change for the better? aint tis wad true frenz are for? instead of juz sudden change in attitude n drifting away. n wadeva snatching of frenz n stuff. doesnt all tis tings happen onli in primary sch or secondary sch? why is it happening rite now??

i dun like the feeling of tis. it's true, frenz come n go. onli true frenz stay. but shouldnt we be together as one since we are still together now? n it's onli a few months more. or maybe 2months when we will all be separated after sch ends. tt's when we will start to drift apart n all. but i dun tink it's now.

RAWRRR. sucky feelings. but wadeva it is. today is LANCE KOR's bday. HAPPY BIRDDAY KORKOR. x33 hope u enjoy ur day today n everything will goes on fine n well for u. loves. =]

BONKERS~ T.T

2008-01-05T18:04:00.000+08:00

i cant believe the 1st week of sch ended already. tt is like so so so fast. lols. which means deadlines are drawing nearer and nearer. lols. fainting in progress. hahas. now me n bestie are like going nuts and bonkers with the excel automation ting. lols. it's really driving us mad n it's like the most impt part of the project and the weightage is damn hell little. ><" not sure if herman can do it though. tink tis ting is all driving us crazy.

like i say many datelines are drawing nearer rite. hahas. beside the automation ting. there is like report to do. den supply chain individual report which i dunno how to and is stuck with it and the tutor aint giving constructive comments and feedbacks to help us with it. and BSI. report and blog, brochures and all. created the email & the blog already. juz tt nth has been uploaded. waiting for bestie to send me the pics and all. so yea. ccom career doc too. the resume and cover letter. the values reflections for APEL which i tink it's totally dumb and the ting has to be 500-1000words long. ><" and most importantly the SAT test. heex. borrowed the book from library ytd with bestie's help. as it has been long since i last went to the library. lols. so yea. gonna start studying on it. else i will die. so many to do and so little time. T.T

oh yea. sya come up my house ytd to give me cupcakes tt she ordered from her frenz. lols. yummy yummy. hahas. i got pics of the cupcakes though. juz post it up later. teehee. den we juz slack around in my room. doing the automation. lots of qns lots of doubts. den cant do anymore. den we went to sch for APEL class. hahas. was late for half an hr. met weiguo at the busstop and go in together. hahas. xD 1st time we were tt late for class. but yea. we din wanna hear tt much crap tt hong was talking lah. lols. cant stand him at times. so naggy n all. ;x thereafter. went up to the free access lab to print our research materials for sc. so tt it will be easy for us to refer to and we spent one hr in there juz doing the printing. lols. den went to kfc for lunch n crapped alot there and thereafter the library b4 heading hm. =]

gonna meet up with the gals to study for SAT on monday. hopefully the test will be alright for us on the 26th. and yea. gratx doris for entering into EPS and her project was on the top three merit. proud of u gal. xD n though i noe sya n the rest were disappointed as we didnt get in. but as long as we did our best there is no regrets already aite. great job gals. x33

n oh ya. did quite gd for SC term test. heex. though it's not as high as the rest. but equally gd to me already lah. cuz i forget abt some points. heex. n the rest of my gals do great too. jiayou. xD hopefully BSI term test result will be as gd as tis too. gambette. xD

alright. shall go continue to mug on my projects already as i wun be home tmr. going over to ah yi's house. so yea. tatax.

HAPPY NEW YEAR ;D

2008-01-01T13:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all~ ^^

hope u all enjoy ur new year countdown. hehex. mine was great. though fireworks was missed. heex. initially wanted to wait and catch the fireworkds de. but got utterly pissed with the ppl there cuz was like squeezing here n there. den my feet keep kena step. so yea. changed venue n switched to kbox at lucky chinatown there. hahas. not bad. juz got bullied by the evil kbox ppl. lols. xD

sing sang drank at kbox. woots. awesome. lols. nearing 12 already den they call us out to go countdown later. den when we wasnt quite willing. they attacked and spray us. tt's when the fun begins lah. lols. evil ppl like tt. hahas. played till abt 2plus 3. den went off. they wanna spray us again. lols. evil peepo. hahas. =p but yea. still fun lah. one year once nia. so we dun quite mind abt it. hehe. xD den went for supper den KO. lols.

cant imagine tt sch is starting. but wadeva it is. i had great fun before the sch starts. though i m still in holiday mood and not longing for sch to start. but i noe i muz buck up already. so yea. hehex.

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS & GALS. x33

END OF 2007

2007-12-31T16:41:00.000+08:00

weeee~ i have tings to blog abt but i m kinda lazy to blog now. juz waiting to go out. lols. so yea. blog again when i feel like it n when i m back. loves.

**edit**
so yea. i m back here to edit the last happenings of 2007. lols. xD

went to PS on the 30th. movie marathon of THE GOLDEN COMPASS n aftermaths I AM LEGEND. after the 1st movie, went off to the foodcourt to find something to eat. while waiting for my food. saw the table beside was finishing their food n abt to go off. but b4 tt. u noe after u finish ur meals will wipe ur mouth rite?? hahas. they use the pigeon baby wipes to wipe their mouth. lolol. u noe. those ppl buy n wipe the baby's backside one?? they use it to wipe their mouth. rofl. couldnt stop laughing lah. hahas.

den went around shopping after tt n went for the 2nd movie. out of the movie n we heard one guy screaming at one gal. n went to check out wad happen. tt guy was bastard i tink. chase gal chase till go inside gal's toilet. lmao. den he was down there cursing n swearing, daring the gal not to come out else he will chop her into fucking pieces. ==" guy bully gal. consider guy meh? shoo off lah tis type of guy. boooo~

now special dedications to the special one i loves.

Syakiki
bestie, bf/gf, darlinqs. lols. been through alot n our itchiness always seems to get us into troubles. lols. always there for each other if we needed someone. n i hope tis frenship of us will stays n remain strong even though we will soon be graduating. *hugs darlinqq*

XueLing
bf of mine. xD though we arent always spending our time together. but u r still there whenever i needed u. thx bf. audition time was fun together & shopping, steamboats n all. hearts u luh. may we still be in contact n as gd once we graduate too. *hugs bf*

Doris & Chai Lee
my other 2 gals. the one who are always there too. spending our time in sch together, going out, laughing n crapping abt. studying together, cracking our brains for ideas during project session. heex. thx for being there my dear girls. loves & hugs. x3

Norman
dumbo dumbo korkor. always teasing tt i m short n etc. i curse ur future wife will be even shorter den me. hahas. =p we are always having fun teasing each other n etc. know each other for several yrs already. ever since sec sch till now n we are always keeping in contact with each other. hope our frenship will last always. *hugs korkor*

Alex
dumbo alex bestie. though we had some misunderstanding in the past but everyting was solve n over already. heex. thx for being there all tis while. x3

Wei Ching
lefty hand of mine. hahas. though we onli noe each other in audition n become very close n gd frenz later on. no worries aite. no matter wad happen. i will be here for u juz like how u are there for me. supporting u & encouraging u. so no fear. ;D

Yangxin
frenz we will be. hahas. many things happen between us. but i m glad everything end up in a nice way. no grudges n all. though we might not be as close le. but still nice knowing u in 2007. & may u last long with ur gf. *hugs gd fren* xD

Ben kor, SS Jie & Barbie Jie
my dearest korkor & jiejies. really love you all n treat u all as my real siblings. heex. though we may not noe each other in rl onli juz in audition. but u all dote on me & sayang me juz like a real small sister to u all. hehe. i m glad to have know u all. though now all of us seldom audi le. but then the bond in us still stays n nv broke. x33 *hugs u all*

Yan, Dino, Jess, Lilo, Queenie
mama, daddie, mummie, jiejie & queeniee. hahas. nice knowing u all too. x3 thx for giving me all the encouragement n be there for me supporting me. long time no chat n play together le. misses u all lots. x3

Leong & Jonathan daddie
daddie daddie of mine. very long nv come out n slack together like how we used to in the past already. leong daddie bz with gf n zip daddie got some misunderstanding with melvin. hoho. but nvm. i still love u all aite. *hugs*

& last but not least Melvin
dearest one who is always there. though i did something so bad n wrong to u but u still forgive me n no grudges were there. thx for understanding me, tolerating with me n bearing with all my unreasonable doings. thx for everything. loves. xD

GOODBYE 2007 &

WELCOME 2008 xD

IRRITATING FLU T.T

2007-12-29T20:32:00.000+08:00

ahmagawd ahmagawd ahmagawd. i swear it is irritating to have flu n block nose n etc. >.<><" i hate to fall sick. especially cough n flu. i dun mind fever though. hahas. i dunno why. boohooo~

supposedly to be able to finish the supply chain report n send out to everybody. but yea. olivia send me everybody's part but not the recommendation part. so yea. it was still undone. boohooo~ n yup. crm automation is giving me headaches too. hahas. faint faint~

hopefully i m able to finish my work soon. n no more sickness. i wanna be in pink health for the new year. hehe. <3

stupid flu! ahhhhh chooooooo~ >.<

2007-12-29T10:07:00.000+08:00

alright. i m here in the early morning. cuz it's so freaking noisy tt i cant slp. boohooo~ tt stupid flu is still here n dun wanna be gone. irritating. >.< i thought i will be fine after resting early last nite. but hell no. T.T hope i wun sneeze till so jia lat like ytd. faint~

owell. went shopping with my gals ytd. xl, cl & doris. ^^ went to far east, wisma, taka, heeren and cineleisure. din bought anything at all. saw one top tt i like alot. but it was too big for me. T.T free size somemore. so yea. i cannot buy. but i really like it alot. ><" n yea. xl bought tt top. hahas. n 1 more from isetan i tink. yea. den doris bought 1 top from heeren too. n cl bought 2 from isetan? hahas. dun quite remember. all of them bought something lah. except for me. n i was sneezing damn badly ytd. bad bad flu. ><"

oh ya. went to have our lunch at subway. xD my 1st time there n there was tis pigeon in the outlet at subway. T.T n cl couldnt concentrate on eating. keep checking out where the pigeon is. lols. had cool cart trio ytd. not bad. ^^ next i tink i wanna try the teriyaki chicken. looks yummy to me. hahaha. xD n yea. left around 4plus while they went back to far east to get the dessert. =]hope u gals enjoy ur buying today. xD n bf. i like tt top damn much lah. hahas. nice buy. ^^

& now i m going to go rotting away b4 starting to do on my projects again. damn hella busy. lols. n hope it wun be so noisy anymore. damn the upgrading.

yawnz zzZ

2007-12-26T17:45:00.000+08:00

zzz. i m so sleepy, tired n all. i dunno why. ><" had 3 project meeting tis morning. SC, BSI and CRM. juz squeeze BSI in awhile cuz we ended SC meeting early and was juz waiting for herman to come. clarify doubts n all. so yea. gonna start working already. n yea. tutors, lecturers aint replying email. which is damn irritating n we cant clarify anything n have to wait on till sch reopen. booo~ so yea. i can see tt we are gonna get very busy once school starts n everything is clarified. =/

SC case study presentation are coming fast. cuz it's on tt exact day sch starts. so yea. will be doing the final compiling after olivia send me which is latest by sat. so yea. n imagine countdown n new yr are all juz there. hahas. ><" but yea. will still try my best to do it. cuz i wanna do well. =] n i dunno how to start on with SC project and the sucky ting is. it is an INDIVIDUAL project. boohooo~ n the draft tt we handed in wasnt return to us. no comments n anything. dunno if it is right or wrong. dunno how we should continue on doing it. hais. *headaches*

n now my worst nightmare was doing the CRM automation. hahas. it's giving me headaches. ><" clarify wad tings we should come out with from the flowcharts. but still it's not easy too. n mine seems to be the most complicated? lols. n besides tt i have to consolidate them together n all which i simply dunno how? gotta slowly go figure it out. lols. n worst ting is tis is juz 5%? n another 5% on extra features? lols. while another one cross-group findings which is 40%. boohooo~ T.T

owell. enough of grumble. alex bestie is going to help me on it whenever he is free after bookout n etc. so yea. hopefully he can give me some help. lols. sometimes i m wondering. he is like those who dun study. ask him go sch can ask till u wanna vomit blood. but why does he noe so much huh? LOL. n he is the one who manage to help me get a C in eng econ by explaining to me those terms, impt points, how to do etc etc. damn smart lah tis fella. lols. so yep. greatest thanks to u. hahas. xD

n there will be a shopping spree with the gals on fri. hehe. to far east n shop shop. n most probably bf is cutting hair tmr which i m following along cuz i wanna do treatment to my hair n maybe cut a little again? ;x lols. so yea. but dunno wad time she wanna go. sms abit den poof bu jian liao. lols. muz smack tis woman sometimes. hahas. =p

received news tt there will be primary sch gathering tis sat on the 29th. not sure if i wanna go anot leh. lols. it has been so SO SO LONG since i last met up with them. not really sure when there will be heading too. so yea. shall see how ba. see how my schedules goes along. sure do miss some peeps from pri sch. love u guys. ^^

so yea. off i go~ busy time. =[

MERRY CHRISTMAS ^^

2007-12-25T12:34:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS to all. heex. thx frenz, daddies, darlings, honey n all for the wishes. heex. hope u all have a very very nice xmas too. =] n today is beloved ben korkor's bday. HAPPY BIRD DAY KORKOR. <3 you. *huggies* xD

juz receive a news tt granny is in hospital. not sure wad happen. waiting for aunt to call back again. so yea. hope everything is fine. take care granny. <3

everything has been going on well for me for the past few days. so yep. happy lil gal. hope my gals are happy too n have a wonderful holiday. heex. juz tt dunno why i have headaches recently. hope everything is fine with me too. heex.

alright. take care all. & lastly. MERRY XMAS~ <3

projects madness ><"

2007-12-19T14:42:00.000+08:00

okies. bf is up here in my house. n tt person is syakilaaaaaa. hahas. wanting to do our CRM projects but we have no ideas on how to start on it. boohooo~ it's so tough n we were both clueless. ><" it's so different from wad we do in the lab. hahas. n yea. now i m slacking away while she is typing stuff away on her lappie. hahas. =x

okies. been slacking much the past few days too. out for movies, shopping n slacking away. not anything much. but still happy. =] n i m going shopping with my gals on the 28th. weee~ been long since we last went shopping together. =]

n yea. bestie alex is gonna book out tonite. hahas. finally he can come out. but the time he stay in there is not tt long afterall rite?? =p should make u stay inside longer. hahas. okok. better not. else he is gonna whine n complain already. xD n yea. others who went in were quite gd oso? but dunno when they would come out though. so yep. take care guys. *huggies*

gonna stop here n continue with my projects already. else dunno when it will be completed. hahas. tatax.

Last Christmas

2007-12-17T22:57:00.000+08:00

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance, but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby, do you recognize me?
Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
Happy Christmas

I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you", I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now, I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Special
Yea yea

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you, and your soul of ice
I thought you were someone to rely on
Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A friend to discover with a fire in her heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love, you'll never fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

I'll give it to someone special