Sunday, June 21, 2009 8:09 PM

fucking bored !

i'm so so so damn bored. n tmr is monday. work again, monday blues again. thus not wanting to go out today. plus the weather today is so damn freaking hot. n it's driving me crazy. T_T

been nagged by tt miss chew chew to blog. lols. so here i m once again. hoping it ease a little bit of my boredom by typing craps here. hurhur~ lols.

time have been passing so fast. 1week+ more to my bday. not really looking forward to it though. somehow feeling tt something is missing or something. i dunno. it's juz a totally different n complicated feeling. i din even have my bday plan out properly. no chalet no nth. all because i tot i'm going to hong kong. ROAR !!~ sucky.

n recently i juz got to noe the true side of someone whom i once thought was so close, so nice, so dearly to me. but end up. it isn't like wad i have expected. perhaps everything tt i have known in the past was juz a mask hiding the true self away from me. n being deceive of everything tt has happen. idk. i dun wanna tink tis way. but wad else could i have tink? anyway everything has come to an end. given up hopes already. a very expensive lesson learnt. but wad else could i do or say? lols.

hope this week of work will be very busy as well. so tt time pass very fast. n i tink i will need to ot to finish billings as well. hope i could do everything so perfectly n smoothly. hope it will be a smooth week for me. either thurs or fri will be meeting qy n norman to hang out n chill as it has been long since i last meet up with them. ever since my last yr bday i tink. so many yrs of frenship n still counting on. den see fri n sat who will i be meeting n all. den on the 1st july, LJH celebrating my bday for me. den 3rd july might be meeting alex or adrian to slack n celebrate bday as well. den 4th july will be meeting daddies, bro n co. for my bday. it has been very very long since i meet them out. super loves n misses. hope it will be fun. <3

alright. i tink i crap alot but no idea wad i crap abt. shall go do some other tings already. tatax. will be back again when i feel like. :]